So it's like 11:40PM and I'm sitting on my computer when I should be sleeping 'cause I gotta wake up at 7AM to go to work. But I don't care because I'm not a tired gal.... <<<Insomnia>>> ....sometimes a gift, sometimes a pain in my catoose.

I made this thing and I didn't think I'd have time to write...but for now, I do.

Today was not real eventful...just stuff. Umm this past weekend was pretty fun. I saw really cute newborn pups...sooo adorable:) they're little shits. I love dogs. They can't even see yet & they have little noses and stuff...gawsh just too darn cuuute.

Gawd I'm bored out of my mind...I should go to sleep but I'm talking to Kass & she's grounded for the rest of her life. Actually only til Sunday:-D yEy.

>>>BabiBluEyes69: Black mustache hairs on a woman<<<<=-O ???

            best friends are fun..!.....oog? cha.

BedTime for Amanda....mmmhmmm    goodnight, ya'll

:) Smile....just because you can. :)

||the glove compartment isn't accurately named

and everybody knows it

so I'm proposing a swift orderly change

'cause behind its door

there's nothing to keep my fingers warm||

.....just a few lines. have a good one;)

Well today was a joyous day, as always....

I woke up at 7:10, like always and I showered, got dressed, brushed my teeth, and grabbed a bagel + creamcheese on the way out the door about 7:50. Typical day. Then worked for 4 hours and thennn babysat for 5 hours.     OoOohh yeah I got my hair cut! Woohoo...it looks just like it did before though except shorter...I think that's what I was going for..hummm I dunno it doesn't matter 'cause it looks fine. Then me & Sam went to the mall looking for a dress for her to wear at her sister-in-law's wedding....no luck though. Oh well she'll find sommmeeething! Ummm now I'm eating my wonderful chicken sandwich from Wendy's! mmmm mmmm:) yEy. Oh ya and I'm watching Dirty Dancing.      Umm we got a webcam...well my sister bought it but w/e...what's hers is mine. It's lots of ffunnn actually! Anywhos that's all I got to say right now...just a song for ya! mmmkay see ya'll;)

American girls and Ameridan guys

We'll always stand up and salute

We'll always recognize

When we see old glory flying

There's a lot of men dead

So we can sleep in peace at night

When we lay down our head

My daddy served in the army

Where he lost his right eye

But he flew a flag out in our yard

Until the day that he died

He wanted my mother, my brother, my sister and me

To grow up and live happy

In the land of the free.

Now this nation that I love

Has fallen under attack

A mighty sucker punch came flying in

From somewhere in the back

Soon as we could see clearly

Through our big black eye

Man, we lit up your world

Like the 4th of July

Hey Uncle Sam

Put your name at the top of his list

And the statue of liberty

Started shakin' her fist

And the eagly will fly

Man it's gonna be hell

When you hear mother freedom

Start ringin' her bell

And it feels like the whole wide world is raining down on you

Brought to you courtesty of the red whit and blue

Justice will be served

And the battle will rage

This big dog will fight

When you rattle his cage

And you'll be sorry that you messed with

The u.s. of a.

'cause we'll put a boot in your ass

it's the American way............

||Toby Keith_Courtesy of The Red, White, & Blue||:)

I just wanted to say that I miss Kassie:( I can't wait to see her again...this is crazy. I haven't been away from my best friend for more than a couple days except for last summer when she took that trip to Oregon to see her Uncle with her Mom and Grandpa...hummm..that was a sad time too. Welll anywhos I miss her:(

Okay, welp...today is uhhh...monday. Yeppers, it is.:)

SoOo... how was my weekend? Good good. I went to Harpursville for the weekend. Me & my sister left Friday afternoon and what not and I came home this morning. Umm I spent the weekend just plain hanging out etc I suppose, just like I do every weekend! Fun fun fun... I can't think of TOO many huge events that happend but there were a few funny things....haha but I'm probably only gonna tell you one story that was the best....

Well first of all Friday night I was being a retard & I had lots of energy, go figure, and so me & Zach decided to wrestle and he decided to teach me how to break someones leg & arm & stuff...cool cool. But then we got carried away (actually HE did, not me) and somehow the ass of my pants got ripped=O wtf, right? yep. I got a major wedgie AND the ass of my pants ripped. Just don't ask exactly how it happend...yeah it was pretty embarassing but I don't really know if I know who for, me or Zach? I dunno, you decide. We were both laughing our asses off though, so it really didn't matter or bother either of us. It just gave us quite a few giggles. And so I say, again>>>".....&Friday night's gone too far"........haha literally:) funny

Saturday was pretty chill I suppose. Good day or whatever, nothing too dramatic like Friday, but it was a good day. Sunday the sameee.... Uhh Sunday I put Zach's hair in a bunch of rubberbands & I'm pretty sure he looked like a retard, but it wasn't a bad look for him I suppose...yeah that's all that I actually did that day. I probably ate some and watched some tv...but yeah that's the only thing I actually DID. Besides chill & play pool & cards with Sam.

Well today, Monday, I woke up at like 9 so me and Sam could come home.. and we go to stop at McDonalds at 10:30 on our way home  because I want an egg, bacon, cheese thingy okay? Well for some ungodly reason they stop serving breakfast sometime before 10:30....wtf. I do not understand who eats lunch at 10:30? Oh well, whatever. And then today I babysat like 12-4:30 and I hung out with Kassie:D:D:D:D yEy. She's finally ungrounded...SuPeR. Then I went to the mall with my sister at like 7. She's still trying to find a dress for her sister-in-laws wedding, but she has nooo luck. Hummm...but she's so picky and she doesn't like anything I pick out, but oh well, she'll find something. And then she couldn't decide if she wanted to make food at home, get take out, or go to the store and buy something to make at home... gawd that decision took an hour of driving around. And so NOW I am at home & I have to go to work in the morning...so I should go to bed at a fairly decent hour tonight.

Well I'm going to go now, because this is the longest blog I've ever written and it's probably the most interesting. So I'm leaving now, later gator.;)

Trying to see if this works........

^^^Whhhooaaa...how fucking awesome. Erin must be a god or something because she definetly taught me how to do that!!!:D yEy

:)

Well this week has been good good stuff if I may say so myself. Not too shabbbbby. I've gotten to see Kassie:D which is always a joy! Ummm everyday I've just worked, came home and babysat, then went out with Kassie or Sam or bottthh.... umm not a whole lot going on. But it's been good! Sorry but I have no good or funny stories to tell this time. haha maybe next time I'll have a funny story for everyone! Oh ya, I bought that t shirt up there^^^ haha it's pretty funny I suppose. But anyways not a whole lot to write about so I'm gonna get going!

Have a good one;)                        <3333Amanda

Okay well today is Monday again! Yeah I had a grand ol time this weekend in Harpursville again. I love being there, it's always just a dandy time! Yeppers it is D-A-N-D-Y.;) Ummm... Friday I went to work then me and Sam left I supposeee... uhh we went to Zach's play Friday night!:) It was called Deadwood Dick, a western n all that jazz I suppose. It was pretty funny & what not..it was good!

Saturday AJ came over....wow he's the cutest little thing in the whole world. Look>>>

yeah it's always a joy to hang out with AJ:)

Well Sunday I don't remember really what I did... I think I just hung out...ha I dunno. I watched Ladder49 Sunday night with Zachary...yep we've never seen it...and then we did. haha whoa yeah. It was a pretty sad movie:( But it was good. Firefighters are fuckin crazy people.

Well I'm sorry but there aren't any really funny stories from this weekend. Well a lot of funny things happend...but nothing I'm going to share with yall today. mmmmkay

Well until next time;) seeee ya

Well it's been a few since I've written...don't really have a whole lot of time I supppposeee.... but that's good though. umm...what have I done? I can't really remember. ha... oh yeah...

I've just been hanging out with my peeps, yo. ha. whoa, totally jk. But yeah that's basically it. I went to see Charlie and The Chocolate Factory Wednesday with Danny & Joe. That was really funny & I thought it was pretty neat. (haha, neat-O) 8)  Anywhos...I've never seen Willy Wonka and The Chocolate Factory so everything that happend really was a suprise to me. So yeah it was gooood. Yesterday I got to see Miss Jessica Blaha:D So that was grandddd. I love her.... wow I haven't seen her in forever. And so me, her and Kass all went swimming & to Mr.Chicken of course and to Zach's baseball game 'cause Jess wanted to (awww it's adirable:)) They're too cute...but anywhos... THEN we went and saw War of The Worlds. OoOoh shit. That was actually a good movie! It was lots of fun though 'cause my friends are just plain crazy people......yep & that's why they're my friends 8)

But yeah I'm not telling you about my whoolleee week because that's too long & noone wants to read that kind of stuff...well I know I don't. So I'll just leave it at that.:)

((*Hold on, dreamaway

You're my sweet charade

Take your time

Move yourself to me

Yeah I can take your lies

Until you fall away

You know I'm lost

Hiding in your bed

No, I don't think it's wrong

It's just gone to my head

Can you feel it?

I didn't mean it

Can you see it?

What are we doin'?

I think I love you

But I ain't sayin' nothin' you don't know*))

Have a great day...<333Amanda           :)

We've got nothing else to do right now....& we're eating spaghettio's with hotdogs:) yummy

ta ta for now;) <333        and Kass says toodles!

haha, such a blast:D......that's all I have to say about last night at the Mychack residence? I think....ha

I had so much fun! I'm really glad that Kass got me to go last night....cool people, good times....8) Well I've learned I'm realllllyyy bad at beer pong, especially when I'm already drunk..sorry Joey:( haha umm what else did I learn? I don't remember...I just had lots of fun!

A few pics before you go.....a couple from last night, a couple not...oh yeah you might not be able to see the whole pic so press the reply if you realllly need to see it all I suppooseee.....

me & Kass being weirdo's

haha my sister, Zach, and Derek...good times

well this is Joey...this is his serious face I guess...lol he wouldn't smile big for me

my wonderful sister....I know, she's a freak...oh ya she's holding a nail file...haha

......me & Justin chchhchchhillllinnn....ha he's giving the peace sign, gangster

and thiissss is also Zach...freako Kassie and Aaron...this one's a little blurry....but yeah it's them!

yeah this is me....I was bored & I thought it was kinda funny....ha

Okay so this is me & Joey...I was a little tipsy trying to take it, but I think it came out a-okay

and well THIS is Matt Mychack... he's a cool guy 8)

well now I'm done....I should be getting more pics sooooon....but who knows!

later gator:)

Well, howdy. How is everyone? Graaannnddd:) So the past few days have been good. I've done lots of fun things, but honestly I don't remember which days I did what, etc...I'm so bad at that. SoOoOo...let's just say I've gone night swimming a few times (which is fun, yet chilly), I've been hanging out with cool people 8), a bunch of us went to Applebees the other night which was fun, I went to see Bad News Bears which is hilarious, umm...I can't recall what else. I've just been having a dandy week though.:) Oh yeah, I remember what happend last night though because it was just last night...umm ya. haha well I went to the movies&Dennys with Matt late last night. It was lots of fun! It's funny though, because he was such a polite, proper boy...&he was a huge gentleman, which really gave me some chuckles, lol but it was sweet.:) It was very nice & fun:D Today I woke up and went to work 8-2...yaayy. work is SO freakin boring, but oh well I need the money. Theennn I came home and chatted with Kass for a bit:D and thennn I went for a long run, I'm very proud of myself! I feel great too. &then I cashed my check (yEy) and I ran home and then I showered and then talked to Kass again and now I'm writing this. Joy! So that's what's up I suppoosseee. Kassie should be coming down soon to hang out with me so I must be going now!

                                           <3Have a wonderful day;)

Oh yeah, keep it real yo.

Okay so it's 3 something in the AM and I'm pooped! I had a wonderful evening hanging out with Kassie, Matt, and Nick:) lots-o-fun! We had a grand time doing what not so I just thought I'd write that! And here is a pic of me and Kassie like right before we left earlier...it's sort of dark but it's cute anyways:P

Anywhos some advice for my fellow peoples out there, trust is a main thing you need for any relationship. Got it? No, that isn't for meeee but it's for some people I suppose.

Annnyyywayysss...peace out, yo;)

Everyone's doing this so I wanna be cool too. yEy! (I'm not using a band..sorry people)

1. Pick a band and answer only using the band's song titles: Tim McGraw

2. Hows your life: Someone must be prayin' for me

3. Describe how you feel about yourself:  The Only Thing That I Have Left

4. Your best piece of advice: Some Things Never Change

5. Describe your last relationship: My Best Friend

6. Describe your current crush:  Wouldn't want it any other way

7. Say something to someone you have a crush on:  You just get better all the time

8. Say something to an ex: Carry on    &     Please remember me

9. Say something to someone you hurt severly: Give it to me strait

10. Say something to someone who has helped you: Not a moment too soon

11. How do you feel right now: It doesn't get any countrier than this

Well I hope that was enjoyable...catch ya'll later;) Have a great day!

How perfect this song is...I don't even have to write an entry:)

what a beautiful mess

what a beautiful mess I'm in

spending all my time with you

there's nothing else

I'd rather do.

what a sweet addiction

that I'm caught up in

'cause I can't get enough

can't stop the hunger for your love

what a beautiful,

what a beautiful mess I'm iiiinnnnn

<3<3<3<3<3<3

Okay well I stole this from Kassie who stole this from Erin...so we're all little stealers. ut oh!

To be honest I barely EVER read surveys in people's blogs because they're too long. So really it's okay if you don't read that....haha. have a good night:)

Well how is everyone? I'm just plain DANDY:D the past few days have been awesome;) And that's all I've got to say about it! But yesterday I'll tell you what happend because it makes me cool...... Last night Matt told me that he'd give me 16 bucks if I could even back his truck out of my driveway, because it's standard and really hard to drive and I really have no clue how to drive standard at alllllll :-x  and so I said okay and I backed it out of my driveway with no problem annndd I drove it around:) Hooray for me!! But I didn't let him give me the money because I would've felt bad:( lol so that's the only story I'm going to tell today because my other ones are too long and that one was fun:) So byeee for now!!

The sky is blue and the sun is shining

I feel like a bum with a pocket full of diamonds

I'm free as a birdd and my spirit's flying

That's enough to keep me smiling:)

Have a wonderful day;)

wow I am so freaking giddy right now:D Tonight was WONDERFUL!!!:D I don't know what else to say....I feel like a little kid in a candy shop with signs that say "FREE" all over the place. Ya know what I'm sayin?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            

You just get better all the time

Darlin' don't you change a thing

Lately you're the only song I wanna sing

And you're my reason to try

You just get sweeter every day

The little things you do and say

If only you could see you through my eyes

You just get better all the time:)

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      

So here's the scoop for the weekend-- Tomorrow I'll be workin til 4 thennn later me &Kass are gonna go see Nick&The Nice guys at the Italian Fest! Then I'm staying at her house because Saturday her little sister invited me to go with them to celebrate her 8th birthday at Roseland!! awww:) She's such a doll! So that should be loads of fun!:D Then we're OF COURSE going to watch the fireworks at the Italian Festivaalll Saturday evening;) I just cannot wait! So I hope everyone enjoyed this blog! It was full of happiness:D

Have a wonderfully joyful & loving weekend everyone!!:D;) And reply & tell me what you think about whateevvverrr..I enjoy replies!

Perfect...

Well the weekend so far has been great:D Friday I worked til 4:30 then I came home and got myself allll around and went to the Italian-American Festival with Kass:) It was pretty cool and what not...Matt came & saw me for a bit, yay!!!

                 Thheenn I stayed at Kassie's house & we got up pretty early this morning and went to Roseland with her family for her little sister's 8th birthday:) awwww..sooo cute! It was so much fun though..I had such a blast! The wave pool was fun & all the little waterslides and what not...yEy!! I got bad sunburn though:( sad sad sad...but it really was a blast:D

                  We didn't get home until about 8 o'clock and so I took a shower and got around & went to the festy with Matthew & Kassie around 9:45ish:D I basically hung out with Matt the whole night & we watched the fireworks and hung outttt:) yEy!!! that was a lot of fun:D Then we picked Kassie up and I drove to the lake. ahhh. scary stuff....I'm still trying to get the hang of the whole standard thing. But I'm doing allllright. We just chilled there for a while and I came home at 1ish tonight.

You keep bringing out the  f r e e  in me

What you do to my heart<3

Just makes me melt:)                                                                                                                                                                        

Okay well leave me some messages & have a lovely day or night;)

Well yesterday was a fun day:D I finally got to sleep in til 11:30, which by the way I haven't done in god knows hooowww long. It felt really good.. then I worked 2-6 and THEN I came home and sat around and did a whole lot of not much. BUT later I had a lovely evening with my lovelllyyy friends and boyfriend:) yEy!! except now I've come to realize that I got a bug bite on the bottom of my foot:( that really freaking sucks.

                    So this morning Matt took me to BK for some breakfast before I had to go to work at 8...what can I say, he's so romantic<3 haha jk it was my choice to go there because I didn't have a lot of time..he actually wanted to take me out somewhere...honestly he is romantic.:) NOW I'm sitting at home because I just got out of work. Yaayy

***It's amazing how you knock me off my feet

Everytime you come around me I get weak

Nobody ever made me feel this way

You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away***

Have a fantastic day/night;) Lv one or something...lol ya i like reading comments.

Well I just feel like writing an entry right now because I was thinking....

A  n  d    s  o    I    w  a  s    t  h  i  n  k  i  n  g. . .

My Matthew means the WORLD to me:)

So that's my entry:D

• Well I thought I should write an entry seeing as I won't be able to for a whillleee...I'm going to Georgia with my sister to help her move her stuff into her new house and what not. So I'm leaving Friday, the 12th and I won't be home until the 22nd I'm guessing....:\ I'm excited to go, but I don't want to be gone away from everyone for a week and a half or whatever:(:(:(

•       okay so yesterday was a good day:D I hung out with Matthew alllll day since I'm leaving, and he has Tuesday's off....sooo that was just a good idea I suppose! Well I went to work til 12 and then I came home for like not even an hour and he picked me up & we hung out at his house for a bit then we went to The Olive Garden for some lunch:) We both had Chicken Alfredo...wow. That stuff is SO good. I highly reccommend it. Then we went to the mall and did some what not there I suppose....thennn we came to my house for a few......thennnn we got ice cream at like 7 and then went swimming at his house. THEN we made like noodles and sauce and what not or something but the sauce was terrible so we didn't eat it:( Sooo we went to my house and hung out for the rest of the evening:) yEy! that was my wholleeee day..basically. Yeah it was a goooood day:)

^^^Matthew the other day right after he got out of work:)  haha he's gonna be mad I put that in there....lol

• I'm going to miss him though:(

•      So today I went to work and now I'm babysitting.....yyeeaah. But tonight should be fun! My mom, my sister and I are gonna rent movies and eat pizza and junk like that:D This should be lots of fun! HOPEFULLY Kassie can come over!!!! SHE HAS TO!!!!!!! Because there's like no time for us to hang out before I leave...and I can honestly say I'm going to miss Kassie SOOOOO freaking much:( Sooo hopefully she can come down tonight too because that'd be just AWESOME. She has math review tonight til 8 then she has to work at 5:15 in the AM tomorrow up at the race track. WOW. that sucks....soo anyways I dunno. But yeah I hope she can come!

There's a new wind blowing like I've never known

I'm breathing deeper than I've ever done

And it sure feels good to finally feel the way I do

I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you. ;)

 .....I wanna feel the sunshine, shining down on me and you

When you put your arms around me

You let me know there's nothing in this world I can't dooooo...

I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you:)

Well yesterday didn't go exactly as planned because Kassie couldn't come down....I was really sad....:(:(:(:( So hopefully she'll be able to come down today and hang out with me!:D I'm seriously going to miss Kassie more than ANYBODY. Awww...this IS sad.   Yeah so I'm not that excited to go to Georgia like I should be. But oh well, it'll be all fun anyways while I'm there.:) I really don't have a whole lot to say today!

                Okay, so I hope everybody has a wonderful 11 days!;)

leave me some messages:)

that'd be flippin sweet.

wow...so a whole lot can change someone in just what, 11-12 days? yeah definetly... I'm not going to say what's changed or anything 'cause writing a bunch of personal stuff on here isn't my thing. Buttt I would like to say that I had the greatest time in Georgia:D It was loooadddsss of fun! We got my sister's house and got it all set up and what not, which was the plan. Also we had lots of time to do whatever we wanted so we went to the beach too:) OH YEAH annndd we went to a psychic which was freaking cool shit. Umm... I got stung by a jellyfish 2 times while I was at the beach. One was a little sting and the other was big and stung a whole freaking lot. But I am A-Okay;) I don't even know what else to write about. I just had a really awesome time and I wanted to write that:) yaaayyyy.

                      <3meeee

Okay so just to let everyone know I took this from Sam Baker...and um I thought it was pretty cool. And yeah, my birthday is November and it's so right.

To tell you the truth reading that makes me feel better about myself right about now because I honestly feel like the biggest idiot in the entire world......yeah......I feel a little out of place, a little messed up, a little taken-advantage-of, a little dishonest to myself, a little lied to, a little upset, a little angry, a little frustrated, a little sad, a little nieve....I feel a lot right now and none of it's good.

I'm sure I'll find a song to put in here later that can explain myself better without telling a story because that's always cool ya know, it helps a lot. But for now this made me feel pretty good. So read it and leave me comments please.....

NOVEMBER:
Trustworthy and loyal. Very compassionate and caring. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Very skilled at making love. Has above-average penis (males only). Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty. Playful, secretive.Very emotional and takes alot to make angry. Meets new people easily. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

Happy 16th Birthday to my freaking BEST friend in the whoollleee world- Kassandra Leann Taylor-Kennedy.:D

yyaayyy I love you Kassie:)^^^that was the birthday girl last night not too long before she turned 16!

oh ya this is just funny...we ate spaghettios yesterday. Find the sad face in them>>

okay have a good day!:)

okay so just to be deep for a moment.....

dave mattthhhewwsss <3<3<3 speaks my soul.

             hahaha...anyways. today wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. I thought I was going to have an awful, boring day. Buuuttt it was actually quite good:) I went to work this morning then I came home and just did whatever & what not. I burnt a couple CDs and I ate some food. lol yEy. well then I had a dentist appointment in Big Flats at 4. So I went to that and I had to wait for like 15 minutes then they took me back there and then I sat in the chair waiting for 20 more minutes. But eventually they did their business. My mouth is still kind of numb and my jaw is aching a bit:( They want you to open your mouth so damn wide, it's impossible! But oh well I'm all good:)

              So my mom was being super nice to me today! And she was like "Well since we're down here let's shop a little bit." I was like well SUPER:D And I got a couple pairs of pants and some shirts and what not at the mall. It was coo coo. 8) But I can't wear the stuff until school but that's okay.:) I'm glad anyways!

              So nowww I'm at home for a bit. Then while I was shopping Kassie called and asked if I'd like to join her to go see "Must Love Dogs" in Watkins tonight @ 8. Well how about that? Sounds like fun to me...I really wanna see it! So now I'm excited and I just cannot wait;)

Have a wonderful evening:)

I love you oh so well

Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow

I love you oh so well

Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell

Love you oh so well

The world is blowing up

The world is caving in

The world has lost her way again

But you are here with me

But you are here with me

....makes it okay

                So last night me & Kassie saw "Must Love Dogs" and I found it quite amusing. There were only like all old couples...yeah me and Kassie were laughing like the whole time even when noone else was.... honestly it was funny! I saw Amanda Crans and Sara something. I don't know her last name :-[ But yeah they were like the only young people in there too... So that was fun!:) Then we ended up staying at Kassie's house and we made some grilled cheese (yummy:D) And we watched "13 Going On 30" which I also found very amusing. Anndddd it had a sweet ending:) HooWw RoMmANTicCc;)  Ummm we went to bed sometime and I came home at like 8 this morning because Kassie has swim practice. Uhhh now I've been showered and done laundry:)         >>>HOW PRODUCTIVE OF ME!<<<          I'm proud. Well it's like 10:37 and I've got to get myself around and probably eat or something so I can go to work at Twelve O'Clocker n what not.

OH YEAH!.....

Tonight we're doing some shopping for Kassie's birthday party (TOMORROW) and cleaning and what not. And then tomorrow is her BIRTHDAY BASH. YyYAyayYAYAyyaayYY:D

                        So I'll catch ya'll later;) Have a good weekend!

Well Kassie's party was slammin':D

                   I had lots of fun! And I think Kassie's was happy about it all... so that's good:) I think everyone had a good time. I'm glad:) Even her dad had a great time. haha he's so hilarious. 8) I wish I would've had a digital camera so I could take pics and then put them on here like today or whatever. But oohhh welll that's okay. Umm so I don't have a whole lot to say except it was lots of fun! Oh yeah and the after party was totally bangin'. haha fo sho. I didn't go to sleep until after the sun came up. So that says a lot. lol but it's allll good. I woke up at like 12:15 and came home and then I got all around and went to work. And that's actually where I am right now. Nothing else to do I guess so I might as well do this:P So I'm gonna go find something to do here.

Have a good day;)

I would walk halfway around the world

Just to sit down by your side

And I would do most anything

To be the apple of your eye

Well troubles, they may come and go

But good times, they're the gold

And if the road gets rocky

J u s t    s t e a d y    a s    w e     g o

Well yesterday was better than expected. (That seems to be happening a lot lately...but I'm not complaining)I went to work from 2-6 and I was actually busy like the whole time which was coo coo. Ummm I came home and I didn't do a whole lot but that was okay because I kept myself busy. 

I made grilled cheese and I actually got my cheese to melt  >>>TAKE THAT MISS TAYLOR>>>  HA.:D:D:D  

okay so I ate that and I just basically sat around and talked on the computer. Then me and Kass were supposed to go to the movies (I think with Joey too) and go see "Wedding Crashers" butttt she ended up not being able to do anything:(

                   So there I was sitting on the computer at 8 and I start watching the VMAs. I made popcorn:) It was really good too... but ANYWAYS. I invited Matt down to watch the VMAs with me. So we were watching them:) lol thennn we wanted Taco Bell at like 11:15 right? Well we left my house at like 11:25 or something and went to the bank because I needed money and he only had a dollar. So anyyywaayysss... I got to drive to Taco Bell:D I took the back roads of course, but I almost killed us like 5 bazillion times. I was so scared because driving standard just is not my thing. But we get to Taco Bell alive and everything and it's 11:59 and it closes at 12 and so they won't let us get food. WTF. They closed a minute early.... yeah...

SCREW YOU TACO BELL!

So whatever.... we went to Dennys instead and we only had 11 dollars so we had to like share a meal and get water because it's free. haha ohhh wellllll. So I got to drive home too:D:D:D And I got better annndd I can shift so smoothly it's AMAZING. You don't even know. I am so good at shifting now... it's great. haha but my trouble is being at a stop sign and going...I'm a little jumpy. haha... whatever it's cool:) Well we got to my house hung out a bit etc.    So that was my actually fun night though I didn't think it was going to be fun at all.:) Oh yeah, I helped Matt make a blog. It's  youngbeed14. lol ya and I did it all for him. So that's it.

              Hopefully today going on the Keuka Maid. It's 10 dollars that I don't know if I should use. I need to SAVE SAVE SAVE. But we'll seeee.

                                         Have a great day;)

We live happily ever trapped

If you just save my life

Run and tell the angels

That everything is all right

Wow last night the Keuka Maid was a BLAST:D I had so much fun. I thought it was going to be kind of stupid but it was lots of fun!!! (THANKS JOE & KASS);););) There were lots of WG 10th grade gals there (they're fun!) umm there was me, Kass, Tori, Erin... lots of WG guys like Joey, Justin, John Dahl, Joe W, John, etc. But us girls basically danced together the whole time:)

OMG it was effing  H O T  up in there though.

But that's okay because it was a lot of fun.:)

So today me and Kassie are having a LAZY DAY and we're just going to eat and watch movies because we're both pretty tired. So that's fun:) Oh ya,

MIKE JONES THE TYPE OF NIGGA WE NEED

Run and tell all of the angels

This could take all night

Think I need a devil to help me

Get things right

Hook me up a new revolution

'Cause this one is a lie

We sat around laughing

And watch the last one die

I'm looking to the sky to save me

Looking for a sign of life

Looking for something help me burn out bright

I'm looking for complications

Looking 'cause I'm tired of lying

Make my way back home

When I learn to fly

                    Have a fantasmic day:D

me and kassie changed our minds. we feel like doing something today! we're going to the movies with mattttyyy and joooeeeyyy:) yEy! I just wanted to write that because I don't want people to you know, think that right now at this very moment I'm sitting around doing nothing with Kass. We're PRODUCTIVE peeps. So yeah, we coo coo.

                    --the amanda--<3<3        

 (my official signature now because I'm cool like Joey)

The sky resembles a backlit canopy

With holes punched in it

I'm counting UFO's

I signal them with my lighter

And in this moment I am happy

.....happy

• The movie was pretty good:)
• Then going to Taco Bell was gooood
• THEN me driving home, to Watkins, and being on the pier and dancing in the pouring rain was great....:D

   >>>yesterday was a good day<<<

              Today consists of....

• Work, which I've already gone to
• Babysitting
• Going to Kassie's (yEy!) to make her feel a ZILLION times better because she's a little down:( (Smile, doll:) I LOVE YOU)
• Watching a TON of movies
• Eating a TON of food
• Throwing chocolates at the lying men on the TV (joke... like in Legally Blonde)
• Eating some more food
• Watching some more movies
• Going to bed sometime I'm suurreeee

        Advice: Laugh your ass off atleast once a day, it's good for the soul.:)

Boy is there something you need me to do?

If you want it

Say the word

I will try it

I know whatever I'm not fulfillin'

No other woman is willing

I'm gonna fulfill you, my body & spirit

I promise ya

Keep myself up

Remain the same chic

You fell in love with<3

I'm at Miss Kassandra Leann Taylor-Kennedy's home tonight.:) yEy!!! tonight was not as planned, yet it turned out a BAZILLION times better than hoped:D so YAY!

MONKEY DANCE is fucking hilarious... I can't take this

I feel like I'm seriously going to piss my pants

OUTRAGEOUS   *That's Turkey*.....

WHOA....I can't remember the last time I laughed so hard

.......and like I said before and I'll say again

laughing your ass off atleast once a day is good for the soul:)

Let me cater to you

'Cause baby this is your day

Do anything for my man

Baby you blow me   a w a y

I love that song!...okay so goodnight everyboday. I know that was a pointless entry buuttt I don't care... I'm in a GREAT mood:D:D:D:D

SMILE EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!;)

Meet me in outer space.

we could spend the night,

watch the earth come up.

I've grown tired of that place,

won't you come with me?

we could start again.

how do you do it?

make me feel like I do.

how do you do it?

it's better than I ever knew.

meet me in outer space.

I will hold you close if you're afraid of heights.

I need you to see this place, it might be the only way

that I can show you how

it feels to be inside of you.

how do you do it?

make me feel like I do.

how do you do it?

it's better than I ever knew.

how do you do it?

make me feel like I do

Ohhh...

you are stellar.

you are stellar.

how do you do it?

make me feel like I do......

             So today was just grand:) I went school clothes shopping with Kass and my mom and I got a whole bunch of cool clothes that I love dearly. I'm not allowed to wear any of it until school starts but oh well.. that's only what, 5-6 days away?? yeah so I'm not too worried about that. Ummm... I got home at like 5:30 or 6ish and I put all my clothes away and what not... and then me and Matt hung out. Well we were supposed to go to the drive-in buutttt I accidentally looked at the times and movies wrong so the movie we wanted to see isn't play until tomorrow:( Woopsies by meeeee! That's okay 'cause we just went to the mall to see if there were any good movies playing at the time buutttt there weren't. SOOO we went to Denny's and then I drove home again:) yEy!!!:D I'm getting real good at that!!!

okay I won't update for a while so have a juicy weekend and whatever until next time;)

               --the amanda--<3<3

       So I wanted to go to the first Watkins football game this weekend but I couldn't because I had to go with my sister to Harpursville.:( And SOOOO to make up for me not being able to be there I asked Matt to wear my sweatshirt to the game, so it was like I was there the whollleee time. Awww he's so cute:) (THANKS MATT!)

        The weekend was pretty good, I spent it with my sister and her in-laws and what not...then Sunday we went shopping in Binghamton.:) I bought some pants and what not and I bought earrings and a new watch. It's blingin':P

Ooh ya my sister's in-laws have Doberman Pincher puppies that they are selling, they've got 3 females left. So if you're looking for one then tell me and I'll give you info and a number to call or whatever because they wanna sell them. They're about 10 weeks now and they need a good home with loving people:) They're reallllly good dogs!! And they're SOOO cute too:D:D;)

So Matt might be able to convince his parents to get one:D That'd be sooo cute 'cause that's as close to me having a puppy as I could get as of right now. We'd take good care of it too!! So anywhos, I came home Sunday and then Matt came over & we went to pizza hut (in Elmira) because we were gonna go somewhere out there then we decided to go to pizza hut and we were already out there sooooooo ya know. Then I got to drive home and we went to Clute Park AND THENNNN when we were sitting on the bench at Clute Park we watched FIREWORKS:D:D:D OoOoOoOoohhh;) they like came from the Tiki Bar or something across the lake over that wayyy...I'm not really sure but they were pretty good:) So we watched them and then came back to my house and watched "50 First Dates" and ate more pizza hut and Matt painted my nails for me:) oh ya AND we did the puzzles on the pizza hut box...lol it was fun

        So now I'm at work, yuck. Oh well, 2 1/2 hours to gooooooooo. Going on the Keuka Maid tonight. yEy. It should be lots of fun:) I miss Kassie A LOT! It's been what, 4 days?!?!?!?!?!? CRAZY SHIT. I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU MISS TAY-KEN:(:(:( Buttt I'll see her later and I've got to head out before I get in troubles!! Have a nice evening, I will:)

       Okay well my scanner is being a shithead right now sooo I thought I'd actually take pictures of pictures with my webcam just to show ya'll what these cute little pups look like:) And just to let you know they are very blurry... but when I can get better ones I'll put them on here.This one is my sister's dog, his name is Diesel:D But they all look the same anyways because they're puppies:P

 So remember:

         Ask around to see if anybody wants a puppy... but don't ask creepy or mean people who won't take care of them... they need loving homes:)

yEy how cute:D

                                Thank You Bunches!

                                         ~~the amanda

Goodmorning:)

•      Last night didn't go quite as planned... but as always it seems to be just A-Okay that way;) We didn't go on the Keuka Maid becauuuseee they didn't know how to get there.....lol it's funny now but I was kind of mad then. haha oh well. So me, Kass, Matt, Jess, Tori, and Kassie's cousin all went to Denny's instead! Not to shabby... but I've been to Denny's 4 times within the last week. (OH MY) lol oh well it's all good. It was a lot of fun though:D

• I got to drive home, again:) I'm sooo good at it now it isn't even funny. Seriously I can drive standard now, and it's a piece of cake. (Okay well maybe sometimes I mess up a little... but I'm really a smooth driver;))

• Me & Matt went to walmart to get a bunch of paint samples for my room. Yeah I'm freaking excited. I'm going to put pics of it on here when I finish it...so I'm not even going to say what I'm doing but it'll be crazy coooool:D:D:D But I'm obviously painting it and what not... but yeah, SO COOL.

• Then we came back to my house and watched  Old School and just hung ouutttt.:)

     SoOoOo... today is the last day of summer. Humm... I'm actually probably cleaning my room today and trying to prepare my room for PAINTING. lol yay, that's the way to spend the last day of summer. Oh well there's nothing else to dooooo. I might do something else, I haven't decided yet.:)

I hope everybody enjoy's their last day of summer.

<3<3<3

first day back to school...:)

I'm feeling old.:(

Only 2 more years until I actually have to go out on my own to college and what not... a little scary.

                             But besides that, the first day was good. It was only a half day so that's pretty cool. To be honest I didn't wear ANY new school clothes today becauuussseee I figure, wasting perfectly new school clothes for a half day isn't my thing.

My whole entire schedule got all flipped around so it wasn't even what they told me in the first place. I don't mind though because I have good classes anyways, and I don't have any classes without friends in them;)

I had one homework assignment & it was a piece of cake.

So yeah, today was a good day.:)

I think since I don't do any sports I'm gonna start running after school up at the track... because it's good for you to exercise.:) But to be completely opposite, after school today I went to Jerlandos with Sammie and Nicole and got a bunch of yummy food:D So whatever, I'm starting my running next week anyways:P

          I hope everybody's first day of school was just swell:)

Leave me some replies, I like them. Just tell me what ya think about....anything.

                               --Amanda

yay I'm going to Harpursville to get my hair donnneee by my sister's sister-in-law, Shara, so she's only making me pay 10 bucks:P so I'm freaking EXCITED! I hope it turns out A-Okay;) (GOOD LUCK TO ME!) But we were supposed to leave like 40 minutes ago because it takes and hour and a half to get there and our appointments are at 4:30. But oh well... I think we'll be alright.

          I don't really have a whoolleee lot to talk about. I'm really enjoying school this year though:) A lot of my classes are fun, but I still have a bunch of crappy, hard classes:( But it's okay because I'm pretty sure I can handle it.:) So YAY for that.

    I'm going to leave now... ummm I hope we leave here soon.

              BE EXCITED!!!!, I AM:D

                                         <3<3Amanda

       Well...my sister is slow & makes me late...for a lot of things. I now have a hair appointment for 5:30 Thursday, and I'm not going to miss it because she isn't taking me. So YAY for that.:)

I absolutely, positively, most definetly believe that Matthew is amazing.:D...just to let everybody know.;):D:D:D

Annnddd I loovveee my best friend Kassie Taylor;) She is SUPER! And I'm very glad you don't have Coxsachy anymore. That was no good!

Well this is mmmeeeeee I suppose:

You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri

You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party. You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!

Well, what are ya?!

I need to redo my blog theme... actually I need A THEME. ha I'll get one eventually....time, time, time....

I'm at work. OH YA, I get Thursdays off, woohoo!

The only time I write in here is when I'm at work really... I don't have any other time to get on the computer. Which is okay with me because I love to be busy:) wow I love school... it's just great! Anywhos, enough of THAT talk.

Tonight me & Matt are going to prepare my walls to be painted:D:D:D yay I'm so excited!!! I can't wait for it to be allllll done. It's gonna be sweet.

Thursday is still my hair apt... and yeah I'm REALLY going to make it. Too bad school pictures are TOMORROW. Oh well I don't care because my mom doesn't buy school pics anyways.... so humm okay.

Thursday me & Matt are going to look at puppies too:D:D:D:D I cannot wait! We're going to buy a pup:) It has to stay at his house though because I can't have a dog at my house. But that's OkkAAyyy... I'm sooo freaking excited though because it's gonna be sooo cute!

Ummm... I think other stuff is happening but it doesn't really matter.. lol um I actually get to go to the football game Friday:) yEy!

Okay so I think I'm done...I probably won't write for a while because that's enough what not for the next few days probably:)

OoOohh, put all our cares behind us

Wrapped in each others arms is where you'll find us.......

Crazy things that we do may not matter to you

It's just a wonderful waste of time

                     ~~Amanda

updates, updates, updates.....

okay LONG ENTRY.

• well I got my hair done & I looovvveeee the way it's cut. It's just what I wanted, so yay for that! Buutttt my hair is, once again, black. Actually it isn't black, I lied. It's dark brown. But I wanted my hair my natural color & so she did it, but she said I'd be shocked at how dark it was. Well jeeze, yeah I was! But she said it's going to lighten up a lot... so yay hooray, I'm not really worried about it though 'cause it's just hair

• We've been looking at pups and we still haven't found one that we reallllly love yet. Actually, we LOVED this husky, but it was $675 or something like that:( expensive.. but it was gorgeous. So we're still on the lookout!

• Last night me, Kass, and Matt went to Dennys. haha that was a lot of fun:D We sure do laugh a lot... giggle giggle. haha. "Kassie, your picture takes good phones!" whhhoaaa. my bad:P Sorry you 2 had SUCK ASS meals and mine was amazing:) hahahaaa

Afterwards we came back to my house and chilled or whatever... yeah it was a good time:)

TODAY:

• I went to the Ithaca mall with Matt, his mom, and his brother Jared:)
• I had a wonderful time
• Matthew is super:D
• I'm waiting for my sister to get off the phone with her husband right now. Ugh. They've been fighting for like hours & we're supposed to be leaving.
• We're supposed to be going out to dinner & a movie.... hope we make it.
• This is why I'm always late... THANKS A WHOLE LOT DEREK.
• Ugh
• Anyways, I love Matthew:) He's a wonderful guy
• I can't wait to pick up Kassie and GO... this will be fun if we ever goooooooo!!!!

I'm done with bullets now.

Tomorrow is Emily Rose time with Kassie, Matty, Jack and Zess. I can't wait to get the shit scared RIGHT OUTTA ME!!!!!! I'm so excited. I hope I'm scared shitless or else I want my money back. I haven't seen a good scary movie in a long time!

Leaving noooowwwwwwwwwww! BYE!

                     I love you Matthew<3:D

                                                 ~~amanda lin;)

~I love you Matthew L. Bedient~

<3<3<3<3<3<3

<3<3<3<3<3

<3<3<3<3

<3<3<3

<3<3

<3:)

                                      ...amanda lin...

Today is TUESDAY.... I'd just like to point it out that I usually don't like Tuesdays.... but this year I really don't mind them because every day of the week is A-Okay with me;)

Umm... not much to write about because I have nothing to tttttteeeellllllllllllllllllllll.

except that I changed my header & I love it because it was made for me by Miss Blaha:)

              I'm at work and it's booorrrinnnggg. But this week, like tomorrow, I get to start bussing tables instead of sitting here all the time. I know bussing tables doesn't sound like fun, but it's a hell of a lot better than being here. Trust me. So I'm saying yay to that:)

Me, Kass and Matt are going to paint my room Saturday.:D I'm EXCITED!

Okay now there's really nothing else to tell.... so I'm going to leave now.

Have a lovely day.

   --amanda liiinnnnn

So it's been a few I suppose! Umm a little busy with school & work and what not....

          Me & Matt got our puppy Thursday:D He's a yellow lab & he's only 12 weeks old.... but he is really big for his age! His paws are enormous so he's going to be a really big dog! Which is cool:) I love him to pieces!!! He's such a good pup & he's already almost pody trained:) So yay for that!! OH YA, and I got to name him, so I named him Yayo, after the rapper. Just because I thought it was kinda cute.... so here are a couple pics of Yayo:) but I'll have plenty more real ones later, these are just from my phone...

at my school

awww he gave me kisses... haha

me & Yayo... awww I love himmmm

So there he's on my stairs like a good lil pup:)

Bucket Game Saturday...we lost but I thought it was a good game, so hoorah to that. It was a good time:)

Well me, Kass and Matt started to paint my room Saturday, it isn't done yet though! But I think it's pretty cool so far! We still have another wall to do, and another wall is getting cork and fabric stuff all up on it.... and then I also have to put a border thingy.... so yeah when it's all done I'll show good pics, this is just from my phone & it was hard to get the whole wall... so ummm....yEy:D

oh yeah and it isn't really that bright, it's like not neon like it looks on here... but oh well you get the idea:P

So yeah that's cool....I have to go eat now so I can go to work. Have a lovely day and whatever until next time:)

       -amanda lin:)

Yesterday I was in a hurry so I didn't really write anything, just showed pics:) But the weekend was filled with lots of fun & laughter.... haha

• Friday was a not-so-fun afternoon, because of reasons unmentioned on this here blog thingy
• But Friday night was lots of fun, because Kassie drove down & picked me up after I got out of work at like 9:30
• We spent a lovely and funnnn evening at her house:D

• Saturday was the Bucket Game, yay I already said that was fun!...Good Game!
• Started painting my room....yeah there's a pic downnnn there but I'll show more when it's all done. It'll be cool, I promise;)
• Saturday night I hung out with Matt for a bit then jetted up to Miss Ken's house for a jolly evening
• Kass is definetly a crazy mofo.>>>"Community of Drama and Candy Kisses"...WTF
• ha ha ha ha haaaaaa

• Sunday, Sunday, Sunday.... hummm
• Hung with Kass til about 3ish then went home to shower and what not
• Went up to Matt's because he made us some Spaghetti & what notttt annnddd he made brownies:) awwwwwww:D
• Best spaghetti I've ever eaten, I swear. I'm not even just trying to be nice.
• I love himmmm.... he's just a doll:)
• Oh ya and my puppy is doing wonderful... he's so fucking adorable!!!

Oh yeah, we have to do a project for English so I'm doing a film:D Me, Erin and Tori are making a film where we have to act out a scene from Beowulf. hahaha I'm GRENDEL. For those of you who don't know, that's the evil monster:D I love it. I'm so excited!

          Catch ya later;)

-ammmannnddaaaaaaa

Today was a good day, school was fun:)

     English was awesome, me & Erin started working on our film. We're rapping a scene from Beowulf.8) haha it's gonna be so funnyyyyy:D

                    Health was fun. We're doing a Mental Health unit and so we were doing self-esteem today. And we did that thing where you put your name on a piece of paper and pass it around and everybody writes something nice about you on there. awwww lol then we had to make up skits & kass was my partner. haha it was lots of fun:P

     I went up to the Library with Kass and Jess for study hall and the stupid new librarian kept yelling at us to be quiet while we were on the computers. "What part of the library rules do you not understand?", she says. I turned around and didn't say anything because that was like the millionth time she yelled at us. Dumb librarian.

                I'd just like to say how Physics is funny because it's like having a second math class, for realll. oh well it's pretty easssyyyy. Also I'd just like to say that I love American History. I don't know why, but I really do love that class:)

Well that's my day for ya! Nowww Erin should be coming over soon so we can work more on our film. Then to Tori's to work on it some more. This is going to be so funny:D Thennn hopefully seeing my SUPER COOL boyfriend tonight;)

             later

            -<a>m<a>n<d>a<l>i<n>-

soooo a few days I suppose... school, work etc.... yea yea yea

Friday I washed dishes for 4 hours. lol yay. this wednesday I get to waitress:D that's a real yay because I think it'll be funnnnn.

Saturday I hung out with my sis all day and went shopping and to Friday's for some dinner... yeah my meal wasn't too great but man oh man do I love that cheesecake:)

Sunday Sunday...english project, mall with matthew, he got his hair cut finally:) and we did a little shopping and what not. I bought him a cool hat. lol yeah, go me. I didn't know if he'd like it, but suprise suprise he loved it! He bought some clothes I spooseeee.... then we went to outback & had some great meals:D YUMMY YUMMY. yeah we were celebrating our 2 month.(October 1st)  yay:D seems so much longer than that.... even my mom said it seems longer.... hummmm I dunnnnoooo. lol I love you babyyyyy, happy 2 month! yayyy!

School was okay today, I forgot my swimming stuff... silly me. I got it all around too and just left it. Shame on me.:( I don't like swimming in gym, buuuttttt oh well whateverr. Worked today, now I'm home. lol yeah FUN DAY. Matt's coming down now so we can make some cookies;) mmmmm, hopefully they're good. we made some last night but messed up... haha so you know what they say:

"If at first you don't succeed, try try again." haha

okay I'm leaving.

            peace out.<3<3Amanda<3<3

Oh ya I've realized I say "um" or "uh" way too much. hummm I think that's a lot of people's problems. lol random.

////Can you be my b-a-b-y?

I'll never call another lover mine////

@-------<-------  <3

oh, if I seem just a bit  /t/a/k/e/n/, pardon me

But you're so amazing.:)

well well wellllll.... I went to first period to take my math test then came home.:) yeah, good day. I didn't wanna go to school today but I didn't want to miss my math test, soooo I compromised with myself.

........haha actually I had to compromise with mom. she finally gave innnnn. But I got a lot done! I did my english and I emptied the dishwasher and put more in annnnddd I cleaned my bathroom! {Oh MY!} It was pretty bad....lol it was disgusting actually. So I'm glad I cleaned it!

      I went to lunch with Matt at Pizza Hut:) Did you know if you get a large special pizza or something you get a medium pizza for 25 cents?! yeah I thought that was pretty crazy.

           I'm at work nowwwwww......and I've got nothing to dooooo. I have history something or other but I'm not quite sure what I have to do...? I need to ask Kass about that I suppose.

    I wonder how well our movie went in english......?

okay well I'm outty.

{what you gonna do with all that junk,

all that junk inside yo trunk?

I'm gonna get get get you drunk

get you love-drunk off my hump.}

                    <3 Amanda;)

so it's been a while again... I'm so buusssaayyyyy. oh well it's good with me:)

Wednesday I waitressed and it was a ton of fun:D I get to do it again this Tuesday too... so yay! I like it a lot I was just nervous at first, and I didn't mess anybody's order up or anything like that. No spills either:)--so proud of myself!

Life is great, life is dandy, life is spectacular... yay yay yay!

I don't really know what else to write because the past days have been good good good and I don't feel like writing what I've done because it really isn't for much reasons, just good:)

Except for in Health. Because we're doing a mental health unit and learning about stress and what not right now and we did stress relievers on Friday. Ah, so nice:) We did a mental imagery thingy where we listened to like ocean and she read us like our surroundings and stuff and it was soooo relaxing. So that was coooool

          Ahhh it's so LATE! Tomorrow morning I'm going to the breakfast thingy at the Moose Club to eat some breakfast with Kass because she's working there! yEy;) yummy yummy in my tummy

   I absolutely love my boyfriend. He's the biggest gentleman and sweetheart in the world... I don't know why I just said that, but I just wanted to because he deserves it.:)

(ALSO this is a journal thingy so you're supposed to write your feeeeeeeelliinnggssss):P

WhHoOooOooAAaAAa bed time for meeeeee!!!!!!!

            ~AmAnDa LiN~;)

Okay so the past couple of days have been good. This whole long-weekend thing was a nice change! Lots of fun stufffff... yay for that:)

Ummm I went to the movies Saturday annnndddd Sunday! OoOoohh CRAZY... Saturday Matt & I went to see "Corpse Bride" yeah we thought it was pretty cool shit. It was pretty funny and what not... yesss I liked it:) Then Sunday we went with Kass & Justin to the movies to see "Flightplan" oh yes, that was very good. I liked it a lot! It was pretty intense if you ask meeeee.:P

   Okay so my weekend was very fun but that's all I'd like to tell about it. So I'll catch yall lattteerrrrrrr.;) Except here are my favorite pictures from this weekend... enjoy:)

awww my pup:D:D:D I love him dearlllyyyyy!

Here is Matt as a homeless boy. haha I love those coveralls.... and that hat.... oh golly!

Okay my ALL TIME FAV. from this weekend.....

My best friend.....;) How seexxxayyy

Okay one more...:) awwww<3

"Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid...

you don't deserve to be in love.":)

      -Amanda Peet, "A lot like love"

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good weekend damnit

                                                 goodnight

               -amanda lin

YA WHITE SOX!:D

lovely win, if I may say so myself. hmmm? come on now tell me, do you agree, or do you AGREE????

             HmMmMmmmm.... okay then:)

Today was good... I don't remember what happend... school and all that fun stuff! ummm workkk then I hung with Matty:) yEy for that! fun stuffs and all that jazzzzzz;)

okay that's enough for today. this was short & I liked it.

                goodnight

                           ~amanda linnn

hey yoooooo!

hummm well I don't know... this week in school was good I suppose:) I don't really know what else to tell all of you.... this whole blog thing isn't as fun as it used to be. I don't really like telling about my whole entire day, every day anymore.... um yeaahhh.... but I'm not giving up on it! IMPORTANT THINGS MAY HAPPENT THAT I'D LIKE THE WORLD TO KNOW!!!!!!

         well I'll say THIS:

last night I went with Matt too Corning to play bball with his uncle, and I went last week also. But anyways... there's this little kid there that's like one of the guys' that plays nephews or whatever, and he's 5. And he is freaking ANNOYING. I mean I am nice to little kids no matter what because they're little and they don't know, ya know? Well I was sitting on this mat and he runs up to me and he's like jumping and stepping on me and slapping and punching me in the face and like pulling my hair. And then, he laughs. And all I do is grab his arms, lift him up, set him down away from me, walk away, and tell him he needs to sit down. Ugh I wasn't even mean to him... lol he was fricken beating the shit out of me and I was getting pissed off. But whatever he's little.... but STILL! you don't just hit people you don't know..... weiirrdddd. haha

   white sox record as of now: 5-1 postseason:D

            I'm really tired... humm yeah and I had to work til 10:30 tonight... so yeah I'm pooped the freak out. If ya know what I'm sayin....I was real busy tonight and now my back hurts.:( lol "pobre alejandra" ahh I love Senor's classsss..... haha WHOA..

        I'M TIRED AND I'M JUST WRITING A BUNCH OF HOO HAAA DIDDLY DOO WAH.

               pssshhh whatever I don't know what I'm talking about.

I LOVE MATT BEDIENT!!!! Thanks for being you.:) haha sounds gay... but really I mean what else can you say???? THANKS FOR BEING THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD, MATT! YOU ARE SUPERB.;););)

     ahhhh BED TIME!!!!!!!!:D

              -the amanda

Okay, like I said... this is my 2nd entry for the night but that's it. I absolutely LOVE this song.... and I haven't wrote country in a while ya know, and I love it. I think it's very appropriate for this time.... I don't know why. Like not for me or anything, but just people ya know? I don't know.....it kind of reminds me of my dad and don't ask why, I can't really explain whyyyy, it just does.>>RIP.4.1.00. I love & miss you terribly.

um but I have no idea what I'm saying.... but I love it, any way it goes like so.....

            Tim McGraw:We Carry On

He hasn't seen a drop of rain for months it seems

Rollin' river is nothing but a trickling stream

The crops are dying in the harsh sunlight

The dust on his tongue is dry

The fatted calf is down to skin and bones

We carry on

Alone in the city and she's only seventeen

The boy left her black and blue in the street, so mean

Just twelve weeks along and she's got a life inside

Says she's never ever felt so alone

She walks in the shelter, they say "welcome home"

And we carry on

When our lives come undone

We carry on

'Cause there's promise in the morning sun

We carry on

As the dark surrenders to the dawn

We were born to overcome

We carry on

Beyond the picket fences and the oil wells

The happy endings and the fairy tales

Is the reality of shattered lives and broken dreams

We carry on

It's the family that grieves for a lost loved one

It's the soldier who won't leave til the job is done

It's the addict trying to turn his life around

It's picking yourself off the ground when you've been knocked down

And we carry on

When our lives come undone

We carry on

'Cause there's promise in the morning sun

We carry on

As the dark surrenders to the dawn

We were born to overcome

We carry on

When our lives come undone

We carry on

'Cause there's promise in the morning sun

We carry on

As the dark surrenders to the dawn

We were born to overcome

We carry on

He stands in the field, cooled by the winds of change

She smiles as her baby moves....and it starts to rain

         I want you people to download that song. It's a good song and I love it. And well, you obviously don't HAVE to get it or listen to it... but yeaahhhh I like it.lol okay enough's enough... I'm going to BED.

                 <3<3<3<3amanda:)

I love you Matthewwww;)

             yEy! okay well work tonight til 8 then cool stuff I'm supposin':)

ummm I'm going nowwww    

        ~ammmaanndddaaa

this weekend was fun stuff:)

      it sucks 'cause I felt poopy Saturday night because me & Jess made smores in the microwave with a 3 musketeers... haha it was awesome but it didn't settle well with my stomach:( but that's okay, it was a good night anyways;) even though I had to go home earlyyy! (yay for you-know-who for throwing wonderfully fun bashes!) I wish I had pics though!!

I went shopping Sunday with Kass & her mom.... oh wow. lol I love them ladies:D they're spectacularrrr.

          Oh yes,

GO WHITE SOX!;););)

--headed to the World Series:)

          School was pretty good todayyy. Kass wasn't in school... but that's alllllright. I have a 97 in American History! HOLY WOW!:D I knew I loved that class for a reason.:)

Umm I've got not a whole lot to say because...well I just do not know! So I'm leaving now to eat then go to work at 4. Have a nice day, ya'll;)

             -the amanda

Thursday night... ah, relaxation:)

       this week was fun stuff & school went by fast! ummm it's COLOR WAR week.... haha and TOMORROW is our color war. yes yes FUN STUFF that we started, I'd have to say;) it's a good time and I'm excited for tomorrow!! and I don't want people replying from Watkins saying "Odessa copied us" because we all know that OM started it... and I'm not upset you guys do it too 'cause it's just a good ol' time and who freaking cares if we started it first??? honestly.....

HELL YES, GO JUNIORS!;):D

I waitressed last night and it was funnn:D I made 20 something dollars in tips! ANNNDDD I get paid my regular rate... so ya I'm making out quite good. Senor Anderson was there, (Spanish teacher!) haha he's awesome! and so were a whole bunch of people I knew... annnddd I waited on Gloria:)

         umm.... today we had a half day and jess now officially has her license 'cause today her she's 16 and 6 months, haha and can go wherever she wants with passengers:) cool shizz.... so we went to pizza hut 'cause we like to eat. thennn I went with Matt to Corning and we did some stuff:) then he took me to the mall and I met my mom so we could go look at all the college day what not there! YAY. haha I still have a little bit to decide where I wanna go... but I've got my eye on a few. we'lllll seeeee.        oh ya and of course if you're at the mall you've gotta shop. duh. mi madre bought me a few things... yay how lovely:)

        okay this was kind of boring... haha oh well whatevvverrr, I'm going to go do something productive now! and hopefully Kass is coming over and staying the night:D yEy!

                        ~a.m.a.n.d.a.~;)

wellll Color War was fun:) yEy for that! Ummm yesterday I worked and hung with Matthewww and today I worked some more.... it seems like no matter how much I work my money just doesn't build up in that bank account. hummm

       Today sounds fun;) I think it goes like soooo:

Work, already donnneee..... chillin or whatever until I go to the movies with Matt and Kass and umm I don't know if anyone else? lol hummm... probably will end up shopping a bit before or after... lol I can't stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then Bradley Farms for some haunted house shizzle! OoOoohh funnn:D then gawsh I don't know... hanging with Kassie and Matt probably:) okay that's a good day;) and now I'm leavvinnnggggg so I can, I don't know.... chill or something:P

I wanna tell the whole world about a friend of mine
This little light of mine and I'm finna let it shine
I'm finna take yall back to them better times
I'm finna talk about my mama if yall don't mind
I was three years old, when you and I moved to the Chi
Late December, harsh winter gave me a cold
You fixed me up something that was good for my soul
Famous homemade chicken soup, can I have another bowl?
You work late nights just to keep on the lights
Mommy got me training wheels so I could keep on my bike
And you would give anything in this world
Michael Jackson leather and a glove, but didn't give me a curl
And you never put no man over me
And I love you for that mommy cant you see?
Seven years old, caught you with tears in your eyes
Cuz a nigga cheatin, telling you lies, then I started to cry
As we knelt on the kitchen floor
I said mommy Imma love you till you don't hurt no more
And when I'm older, you aint gotta work no more
And Imma get you that mansion that we couldn't afford
See you're, unbreakable, unmistakable
Highly capable, lady that's makin loot
A livin legend too, just look at what heaven do
Send us an angel, and I thank you (Hey Mama)

                Kanye West<3

-bye now:)

I'm gonna live where the green grass grows
Watchin' my corn pop up in rows
Every night be tucked in close to you
Raise our kids where the good Lord's blessed
Point our rocking chairs towards the west
Plant our dreams where the peaceful river flows
Where the green grass grows

so this weekend was lots of fun:) yay for that

Saturday was the best...I don't even know where to begin so I don't think I will....hahaha, but then it was chill but still fun stuff;) Kassie & Matt stayed the night at my hizzle! coo coo

Sunday was fun 'cause me & Kassie made this amazing dip stuff that my sister taught me how to make.... OoOohh soooo good, like once you start eating it you literally can't stop until your stomach hurts.

then Kass left but me & Matt lounged all day;) fun stuff!

school was pretty good today I supposeee! umm now I'm at work & I'm pretty bored but I've got some homework to do so I guess I'll get on that.       uhm speaking of school, everybody's talking about college lately and it's starting to worry me. I mean I know I have a while until I have to decide but I'm scared that I won't have a college picked in time or whatever I supposeee... but I've got a few in mind and stuff.....hummm no need to stress about that stuff right now! so I'm gonna go do homework... have a nice day:)

I never had no one
I could count on
I’ve been let down so many times
I was tired of hurtin’
So tired of searchin’
’til you walked into my life
It was a feelin’
I’d never known
And for the first time
I didn’t feel alone

You’re more than a lover
There could never be another
To make me feel the way you do
Oh we just get closer
I fall in love all over
Everytime I look at you
I don’t know where I’d be
Without you here with me
Life with you makes perfect sense
You’re my best friend
You’re my best friend, oh yeah

awww how cuteeee:)

I'm not even going to write about this week so far or whatever... dosen't really matter because

tonight I experienced the most horrifying moment of my life.

and that's it I think... oh except this music video because my other one is now on the previous page:

                       Kenny Chesney~

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                okay so bye now

okay so now I'm ready to talk.:) it was and still is horrifying..... ahhh wow. but I think I'm okay  now....

I'd like to start off by saying, I am so lucky. I absolutely LOVE my friends. And when I see some people act the way they do.... jeesh it makes me just want to say "I am so lucky" and in fact, I just did.:) Sooo to conclude this babbling I LOVE MY FRIENDS and they are the best people in the worlllddddd<3

now I'll talk about this weekend I supposeeee

   Tomorrow:

• school
• home
• work til 10
• going to my best friend, Miss Kassandra Leann Taylor-Kennedy's, hizzle:D

   Saturday:

• coming home
• for a while I have no clue
• mall with Matthew<3<3<3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• movies (SAW II!!!!:D) with Matt, Jess & Zach or maybe just Matt? we'll seeeee what's UP then!
• back home to make marshmellow pudding pie with Miss Blaha!
• I don't know...hanging with Jess still... probably EATING the pie;)

Sunday:

• pick up Kassie earrrllllyyyy
• drop off Jess at work:(
• head to Binghamton with mi madre and kass
• visiting my sister and going out to eat annnddd shopping all day with my mom, kass, my sister & my niece:D I CAN'T WAIT! I MISS MY SISTER AND LITTLE AALIYAH! ahhh she can WALLLLKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     Okay that was pretty long......well that's my weekend:) So I suppose I'll catch everybody Monday... maayyybeee not. I think I have to do Fright Night at the school since I'm in student council. I get to dress up and hand out candy to little kids I think... lol hummm sounds fun:P buttt I can't wait to dress up for school! haha yay! I love Halloweeeen:D

           ~A~m~A~n~D~a~L~i~N~

September never stays this cold

where I come from

and you know

I'm not one for complaining......

ughh whatever....this is MY blog, MY feelings, I can do this AS MUCH AS I WANT

I feel like crap

I'm angry at myself

I'm even more angry with my mom

I'm angry at Matt

just because he's the only one left....lol

But I'm lying...haha

because I love Matthew:)

I love my friends

I'm scared

I just want to scream

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanna cry

I don't know why

that rhymed

haha

bye

blah.

                                    The End.

Sorry I hate complaining or whatever but I needed to

okay it's been only a couple minutes but I feel better now after talking to someone.... they always make me smile:).... old friends are great

        I still feel the way I did before... but ya know, I'm okay or whatever

but here's today:

    mall & some shopping with Matty:D I miss you babyyyy

    Saw II with Matt, Jess & Zach!!! OH MY I'M GONNA PEE MY PANTS

    haunted house with them also

    then I don't know... hanging out with Miss Blaha:)

             have a lovely day

                     ~amanda

build up your confidence

so you can be on top for once

wake up, who cares about

little boys that talk to much

I seen it all go down

your game of love was all rained out

so come on baby, come on over

let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with youuu

deep inside I hope you feel it too

waited on a line of grees and blues

just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone, when we can be together baby

You can make my life worth while

I can make you start to smilllleeeeee;)

                   wow I haven't heard that song in forever... awww I love it:P

getting ready to go to Binghamton with kass and my mom:D I'm excited!!

SAW II WAS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED IT!!!!!:D:D it was so crazy and insane... haha I totally didn't expect what happend..... lol it was sweet

and I had a really good time last night:) yEy!

           I love you Matthhhheewwwwww!!!!!!!!!

          okay I'm leaving... that was short but that's all I wanted to say:)

                             have a good day!;)

soooo today was good:) Binghamton was fun.... I'm glad I got to see my sister and my niece. She can walk now.... it's the cutest thing because she's so tiny:D

I went to Matt's little cousin Kyle's superbowl football game tonight... awww little guys:P they lost but that's okay... yay GO KYLE! haha

& now I just got home...

I'm tired:(

            I really hate some people.... wow like I really don't understand how some people's minds work. It makes me sick to my stomach....:-\

::go away::

                                          I'm really scared.

             I love you Matthew

                                               hummmm....... goodnight

Happy Halloween!;)

      I don't really eat candy... lol but it's a fun holiday anyways! Instead of trick-or-treating I'm on student council and what not sooooo I did fright night at the school:) it was actually fun stuff.... I got to decorate the halls all cool and halloweenie and there was a little haunted house then I handed out candy to little kids:D awwww they were SO CUTE!!!!!!! their little costumes were adorable:D         oh yaaa annddd I had to dress up too! haha I don't really know what I was but it was freaking cool... my sister gave it to me to wear or whatever & I had some cool wings or whatever... lol hmmm ya it was cool

    SooOoOoOoooo then Matt picked me up and we went to his house:) I looked like a freak... haha so I had to change my clothes:P then we watched Amityville Horror!!!! OH GAWSH... that's messed up if you ask me! but whatevvverrrrr, it was a good movie. Then we watched CSI of courrse! hummm yeah and now I'm at home because my curfew on school nights is 10:( it's all good though.... I'm tired anyways!

      I have no idea why... but I just thought of this song. haha I love it though, so enjoy!;)

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oh I forgot..... we had a bunch of Swedish people at our school today and I guess tomorrow too 'cause they're leaving tomorrow and they were here for 4 days. They're our age, highschool, and they're in their school band. WOW they did a little concert for us today and they're really good! hummm that's it I think though...they're boarding at peoples' houses for the time being I guess. I wanted to have one but we've got no room:( oh well it's coo coo8)

                              ~night;)

       okay well today was a good day:) I went to school & what not then came home and I made Matt these brownies and they had frosting... oh wow yummmyyyy... annnddd I made a heart on it with sprinkles and I made a "3" out of toothpicks 'cause I didn't have anything else:P haha and that was for our 3 month anniversary today:D yEy! Well then I went to work and did whatever I do there ya knowww. I came home & Matt picked me up and we hung out at his house! It was fun:D I love you Matthew LaVere Bedient!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

      well mi madre got her pictures developed today and here are 2 that I thought I'd put on here I guess... lol I don't know why. And a couple more from my phone.... I have some from color war but I didn't feel like scanning all of them, I'm tired. Oh and I think there's gonnna be one you can't see unless you click the reply thingy.... mmkay thanks a bunch.

So here's Matthew... I don't remember when. lol a couple weeks ago sitting in his truck in my driveway:) awwww WEARING THE BEAUTIFUL HAT I BOUGHT HIM!!!! he  looks so serious though:P

ahhh and THIS IS ME!!!!!! this is what I looked like last night for Halloween:D hahahaaaaaaaa I look like a freak but I don't care. lol it was fun handing out candy to little kids, and honestly I miss dressing up for Halloweenn so this was fun:)& you can't really tell in the pic but I've got a shitload of makeup on... it looked pretty sweet & my hair was all teased andd what not

ohh I've got wings^^^^ if you can't tell.... lol they're back there somewhere:P

my baby niece Aaliyah:D what a cutie piieeee! haha she's so funny

Matty:)... hmmmm, I love that hat. haha

awww my wittle pup:D

So ya hoo ha hooray:) I'm going to bed, goodnight!

                                 ~amanda;)

So I'll start off by saying, I love my best friend:) She's a lovely gal. And I just found this pic of her... haha so I thought I'd put it on here since I was thinking about her! Isn't she beautiful!?!?!?!?!???? & I have no clue what that whiteness or whatever is all over the pic. There's ghosts in her house anyways!.....

Well today was another pretty good day.... I like these:)

Nothing extraordinary, butttt it's still good stuff. I went to school & what not then I came home and me & Matthew went around getting him all applied for some jobs.:) lol fun stuff! then we got some McDonalds & went back to his house to hang;) yEy!

           I waitressed at 6 tonight... hmmm it was dead. I made $3 in tips. WoWOWooW! THAT SUCKS!:(

I got home and I talked to Matty for a bit and now I'm thinking about heading off to bed:D ah, sounds so wonderful right about now!

I love you more than anything Matthew Bedient!:D You're such an amazing boooyyyyyy.;) muah baby!

               okay well goodnight to everyone else:)

So this is going to be short & sweet.

Today was lovely:)

Good day at school

food with Nicole=yummyyyy

walk with Matty and the pup:D

Matt's house and he made us Creamy Chicken Alfredo:D:D:D:D OMG.... hmmm best thing ever, it was sooo good!

I love you Matthew!:D

He's a wonderful chef!

Then we just chilled ya know;)

            Okay well today at school Gloria gave me a chocolate and inside the wrappers they all have sayings or whatever.... and I just wanted to share what mine said if ya can't read it:

"Temptation is fun... giving in is even better."

well okay then:) have a lovely evening, morning, night, day.... whatever:D

;)You know you're a 90's child if:

(Underline all that apply)

1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCH!"
2. You had Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air."
4. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-Sitters Club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: M.C. Hammer Can't touch this (HAMMER TIME!)
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock."
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars. pink ones
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales."
12. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" on the big screen.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You played the game "MASH"
17. You wore a Jordache Jean jacket and you were proud of it.
18. L.A. Gear
19. You wanted to change your name to "JEM" in Kindergarten
20. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing" and all the Ramona books.
21. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF."
22. You wanted to be a Goonie.
23. You wore flourescent clothing.
24. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.
25. You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
26. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
27. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
28. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence.
29. You remember Hypercolor T-shirts.
30. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
31. You thought She-Ra and He-Man should hook up.
32. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged friendship bracelets.
33. You owned a pair of jelly sandals.
34. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
35. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up!"
36. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
37. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip 'n' Slide.
38. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
39. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonald's
41. You remember Popples.
42."Don't worry, be happy."
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights.
44. You wore socks scrunched down.
45. "Miss MARY MACK MACK MACK, all dressed in BLACK BLACK BLACK"
46. You remember boom boxes vs. CD players. >>> Okay funny thing is I STILL call them that. And nobody knows what I'm talking about when I say something like "I have to go get my boom box." haha I MEAN CD PLAYER!!!!!!
47. You remember watching both "Gremlins" movies.
48. You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!"
49. You remember watching Rainbow Brite and My Little Ponies.
50. You thought Doogie Howser was hot.
51. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
52. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool.
53. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By the Bell," the ORIGINAL class.
54. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - "YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME"
55. You played and or collected "Pogs"
56. You used to pretend that you could transform into a Power Ranger.

sweeeet. I love being a total 90's child:)

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how do you do it?

make me feel like I do

how do you do it?

it's better than I ever knew

....y.o.u.  a.r.e.  s.t.e.l.l.a.r.;)

I love you Matthew:) <3

hanging with my best friend tomorrow!!!!!!! OOooOoOhh SNAP!:D I love her a lot. She's the best friend any gal could ask for....mmmhmmm, yes sir!

                                                   <3<3good day, good night:)

how do you do it?

make me feel like I do

I know he's not perfect,

but he tries so hard for me

&I thank God that he isn't

'cause how b.o.r.i.n.g. would that be?

It's the little imperfections, it's the sudden change in plans

When he misreads the directions& we're lost

....but holding hands

Yeah I live for little moments like that

When he's laying on my shoulder, on the sofa, in the dark

&about the time he falls asleep, so does my right arm

&I want so bad to move it, 'cause it's tingling and it's numb

But he looks so much like an  ~a~n~g~e~l~

That I don't wanna wake him up

Yeah I like for little moments

When he steals my heart again and doesn't even know it

Yeah I like for little moments like that.:)

          well today was good! except I'm sick....:( I just keep getting sicker every day..... yuck. I can't talk very well & I sound like an idiot when I do talk. haha oh well it's all good. well school was good today.... I don't really know what to write about! After school I bowled:D haha yes... you hear that?! Miss Amanda is bowwwlllingggg. I figure since I don't do a winter sport, I might as well not sit on my ass all the time:P But I love to bowl anyways and it's fun. So good deal. After that I came home and me & my sister went to Jerlandos for some food. mmmm.... she's going to Georgia next week:( But it's okay 'cause she'll be coming home for Christmas! yEeEyyy!!!!!!! anywhos, after that I went up to Matt's and we watched National Treasure. good movie! I just lovveeee my Matthew:D

           Now I'm going to bed because my head feels like 10 bazzillionnn pounds and my sinuses are all blaahhh and my heads all congested and I can't breathe and I can't talk..... ohh jeeze just goodnight everybody!!:)

oh yeah!!! I'm oober excited about this weekend:D mmmhmmm! Well the best part is it's my birthday Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yEy hooray for meeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) And the whole weekend sounds fun & busy.... yes yes yes.

                     bye now

       So today was lovely. I went to school & it was allllright I suppose! Umm not a whole lot happend there I guess:) After school me & Kass worked on this health project thingy... then I went to work for a couple of hours. Then I hung with Matthew:D We started to play Life but I was kicking Matt's butt & he got upset so he gave up! haha.... Matt, his brother & I played CLUE!!:D it was fun.... I didn't win but that's okay:P And now I am herrreee... going to bed like now because my medicine makes me drowwwsssyyyy.

I LoVe YoU MaTtHeW LaVeRe BeDiEnT!!!!:D<3<3<3

     Tomorrow= school then going running at Watkins with Kass. hoorahhh then going up to her house & staying the night with her & Jess;) sounds lovely if ya know what I'm sayin....haha

                      night!

If I live to be a hundred
And never see the seven wonders
That’ll be alright
If I don’t make it to the big leagues
If I never win a grammy
I’m gonna be just fine
’cause I know exactly who I am

I am rosemary’s granddaughter
The spitting image of my father
And when the day is done
My momma’s still my biggest fan
Sometimes I’m clueless and I’m clumsy
But I’ve got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It’s all a part of me
And that’s who I am

So when I make a big mistake
When I fall flat on my face
I know I’ll be alright
Should my tender heart be broken
I will cry those teardrops knowin’
I will be just fine
’cause nothin’ changes who I am

I am rosemary’s granddaughter

The spitting image of my father

And when the day is done
My momma’s still my biggest fan
Sometimes I’m clueless and I’m clumsy
But I’ve got friends that love me
And they know just where I stand
It’s all a part of me
And that’s who I am
         -Jessica Andrews

    yesterday was good:) me & Kass went running at Watkins yesterday and it felt good. I lovvveee to go running! So yeah then we went to her house, and we hung with miss blaha also. always fun nights with them gals;) I love them lovely ladies

       well today was good, I went to practice then hung with Matt & then work then more Matthew:D hmmm sounds good to me! We watched some dodgeball and some castawaaayyy. Castawat was sad :( I've never seen it before..... but yeah it was sad.

        tomorrow I'm making a whole bunch of cookies with my mom for some party thing she's gotta make them for. sounds like a fun time I supposeee.... then HOPEFULLY Matthew will go running with me. I want him to but he's a lazy butt sometimes. I can try to force him:) haha then with him to basketball thennnn we're hanging out with the best people everrrr:D can't wait! this should be a fun night no matter what we end up doing:P these are our best friends of course, so something fun always happens when you're with your best friends, no matter where you are:)

   I love you Matthew!:D

                   okay I'm tired, goodnight!

happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday dear amannnddaaaaa.......... happy birthday tooo mmmmeeeee!!!!

yaaayyyy!!!!!!!!!

:D

     Well it's been a while eh? I've just been so busy lately... but now that I've got a little time I guess I'll share the past week or whatever....

Saturday I think it was, Matt, Kass, Jessy, Joey, Zach, John Dahl, Amy, and I all went to Lasertag in Ithaca. All of us girls have never gone & of course all of the boys have...lol Joey's idea. We played boys vs. gals and needless to say we got our butts kicked hard core. But that's okay 'cause it was fun:D

    Umm Sunday.... SUPRISE! haha yay suprise party for moi! My mom's a very sneaky lady. lol I was so suprised & excited.... here's a couple pics.....:)

well after shock wore off here I am... and yes they gave me a crown, a sash, and a ribbon. haha all stating that I was the birthday girl...wow haha:P

okay this was the really funny part.... as I wait for my cake. I wasn't allowed to open my eyes... so first here I am covering my face until they said I could look........

okay first reaction...shock. haha it was too funny

second...I couldn't stop laughing

and here is the cake.... laugh all you want. I deffinetly did. haha and yeah obviously that's me when I was a lil lady....:)

......after all of the fun and what not a bunch of us went bowling:) yay it was fun! I got some awesome presents.... the best including my camera from mi madre...OoOohh so lovely:D and some funny stuff from Kass:P Oh yeah and Matthew bought me these boots.... mmhmmm yeah I <3LOVE<3 them. haha they're awesome. And he picked them out all by himself...awww:)

And I just want to say I love you Matthew!:D

oh yeah and thanks to all of my wonderful friends! you guys are great!:D

      well the week was good... gawsh I don't remember what happend really. Umm Monday I didn't go to school 'cause my sister left Tuesday to go to Georgia:( But they're coming back for Christmas:) So it's all gooood.... I got my permit Monday of course:D yEy! And yeah so this week was good! And this week will be lovely too because we only have school Monday & Tuesday. Sounds great to me;)

              well I'm leaving now... I've got some projects to keep working on and what not

                      Later;)

mmmhmm... I'm at work:( and it's sooo boring. but atleast I have a tv:D hahaaaa. I'm watching Dr.Phil. hell yes, I LOVE this show! this one is about schizophrenia... yeah this girl thinks she hears people talking in her head all the time and stuff like seeing demons and everybody's face gets distorted or decomposing and stff... god I really would hate to be like that. It's so weird... and really scary actually.

     Kassie & Jess should be coming over tonight after work. yEy for that:D yEy for friends! I love my friends:) they're just funny people.... they tickle my fancy. *giggles* & what not. haha mmmkay ya ya ya

Happy almost Turkey Day;)

ohhh golly, I love Thanksgiving:D food food foood foooood. yes, my favorite:P

that's all I've got to say actually...lol I'm just b.o.r.e.d. ya know?

I love you Matthew! <3  you're a beauuttiifffulllll person

            -much love   >>>>AmAnDa LiN<<<<

   wow I never write in here anymore... I'm so busy living life that I don't have any time to write about it. Go figure, eh? Well I don't really know what else to say... my life is great:D if ya'll were wondering.. haha I took my 5 hour yesterday... yaya fun. Ummm whatever I don't know what to write about... my life is lovely and what not but jeesh I don't know what you people really want to know

I love you Matthew!!:) 4 months toddaayyyyy;)

he's the sweetest boy in the whole entire world... you're the best darlin!

ummm I'm tired and school's in the AM ya knowwww....goodnight all:)

I know he's not perfect

but he tries so hard for me

& I thank god that he isn't

'cause how boring would that be

weelll... I don't really know what to write about again. But I'm at work and I'm bored anddd all of a sudden this mindsay thingy really has got some neat-o smiley faces.  hummm but that's all I really have to say...:)

   matthew.... thanks for being the wonderful person you are:) I know I'm a pain in the ass sometimes, but it's just because I love you sooooo 

                      honestly....>>>   hahaaaa

                          okay I'm leaving now... work to be done ya knowwww;) later

This weekend was good & fun    hummm.... well I dunno what to tell anyone... we went to Erin & Nicole's birthday partay>>>a couple pics down there just from my phone, the last one isn't from the party obviousllyyy...... ummm anywhos I dunno, this weekend was fun!;)

humm.... gimme your serious face? i don't know. ha

awww yay best friends:)

me & my two favorite skankles

awww.... I love you baby:D

^^^theres a cutie if I've ever seen one!:D

I melt
Everytime you look at me that way
It never fails any time any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing that i've ever felt 
I melt

             <3goodnight:)

okay so some important*  things....

1. I woke up late this morning but that doesn't really matter... what matters is that when I woke up this morning I realized that I lost my little bracelet Matt gave me. The blue rubber bracelet.... umm yeah I looked everywhere and in my shirts because sometimes it rolls off my wrist and what not. So umm yeah I'm pissed. I never take it off at all... and now it's gone:( I think it might have fallen off Saturday. So there's probably no hope in finding it
2. I had no homework today. Not important, but good:)
3. I got hit in the face during speedball today in gym. haha it was the last second of gym class & of course I get hit. I alllwaayysss get hurt in gym class haha cursed I guess
4. I learned how to play poker, and I must say I do it quite well;)
5. I beat Matt & his mom a few times... Matt won overall butttt I think I could def. beat his butt after some practice:D
6. Tomorrow is a half day:)
7. Tomorrow is a basketball game! yay I <3 basketball games  I guess I heard that our jv boys are rippin it up? humm I dunno we'll just have to see tomorrow
8. Oh yeah and Jess is gonna cut my hair:D I'm excited! I love this lil lady hair cuttin momma

So that's all I've got to say.... not realllllyyyy important, but just things to jot down I suppose. Well I'm gonna get my rest:) goodnight yall

You're like a Sunday mornin', pleasin' my eyes

You're a mid-summers dream under a star-soaked sky

That peaceful, easy feelin' at the end of a long, long road......

           You're like comin' home

                      I love you Matthew                   :D

                                        -AmandaLin-

OoOoohh lala, matt found my bracelet for me:D yayy thanks baby i love you!

   Jess cut my hair today  she's a good lil hair cutter! it looks beautiful:) most people will say it doesn't look much different, like matt. haha but they don't know.... it's different:P

tomorrow we might not have school!  sweeeeeet deal, I hope we don't. I'm staying at Jess's house tonight, so yay for that! and if we don't have school that'd be super:)

     I know this is like... a week away. haha so not that far away but ya know.... I really can't wait for semiformal:D I'm so excited! I can't wait to see Matt all prettied up and stuff, lookin like the handsome gentleman he is>>>    that's him;) can't wait!!! it's gonna be fun stuff:)

    okay well this is another thing that I'd like to add, even though it isn't thatttt important. I freaking got a 100 on my 5 page history essay. heck yes. I worked damn hard on that bitch! so yay for me!! and I got a 99 in the class overall this marking period   lol I know, geek but whatever, I like getting good grades:D

              this was a very pointless entry... butttt that's okay!  bye now

       hmm.... I'm annoyed. I usually don't write personal stuff in here, or trash talk or whatever you want to call it.... but I am annoyed and I'd like to say why. So Stefan IMs me today bitching at me for something I didn't do, telling me that somehow it's all my fault somebody wrote something mean in Amanda's blog. okay? And the night before he yells at poor Zach? wow.... talk about pointing fingers in the wrong direction. Zach doesn't even look at blogs... he could give two shits. And me, I don't care what kind of shit people say about my friends because honestly, it's all just talk, who really cares. I'm over it but I hate it when people blame me for something I didn't do.... honestly I don't mind Amanda, she's nice to me. So whatever... think what you want

      well... I'm feeling sort of blah today anyways. My tournament was freaking looonnngggg.... yucky. And then I'm just all tired and stuff.... so I'm just chillin out tonight  I'm gonna leave now... I just wanted to say that.... byyeee

                                 {desperate for a little peace of mind}

there's something about the look in your eyes

something I noticed when the light was just right

it reminded me twice that I was  a.l.i.v.e.

   love~~~~~<3

first of all I think I'm gonna change my theme to a little bit of snowy christmas-like thing or something... I'm feelin in the holiday spirit;)

    moving on....I'm upset! I was soooo excited & now the semiformal is postponed because a whole bunch of people are going to a Staind concert this weekend so not a lot of people will be going to it  I'm sad... I was so pumped. ugh, whatever. it's moved to either the end of January or the beginning of February... hummm so we'll just have to see!

       SooOoOooo this whole senior thesis thing is really getting me all worked up  I don't really want to write it because it takes so much time... blaaahhh but I guess when it's all done I'll be glad I've got it done and over with so I don't have to worry about it next year:)

HEY EVERYONE!!!!!!! ~~~~~~

I'm SO excited for Christmas!!!!

how about you!?!?!?!

          goodnight

welll... I don't have much to say... I've been so tired all day... and I'm still tired, so I think I'm gonna go to bed. But I felt like I should make an entry though I've got nothing to say

I cleaned my room today... I'm glad I finally did, it was terrible. hmmm....

I don't think I'll be seeing Matt until Saturday because he's got finals & bball and what not all in Corning so he'll just be staying there I suppose:( hummm it'll be the longest I've went without seeing him... except for when I went to Georgia!

okay going to bed now... bllaaahhh tirednesss

on the way home that night

on the back of that red ragtop

she said please don't stop....

  <3  Lovin' me  

so yay no school today:D I love snowdays! even though I've barely done anything at all today.... I'm just glad  I parallel parked today when I went to the bank:) ya hoo ha hooray for me! It was scary 'cause I thought I was gonna hit the car behind me... buuuttt I didn't! hummm anywhos....

     bowling tonight I think hopefully:) I love going bowling... it's fun stuff  can't wait til tomorrow night... that will definetly be fun!:D yay happy 17th birthday to Erin Fazzary on Sunday! So we are celebrating Saturday...mmmhmmm;)

annndd I get to see Matty tomorrow night too   hahaaa  yay!

           okay I don't have much else to say... catch yall later

...something's wrong, I just don't exactly know what yet...

it's wayyy too late.... & I am most definetly way tired.... and my stomach hurts... and I just feel like shit...... ugh I've been like this for a few days and it sucks  

   I'm gonna go try and sleep

she said please don't stop....<3  Lovin' me

okay a couple things....

    1.  Some people are just so funny          tee heeee & they make me laugh     

    2.   I'm watching The Grinch on TV:D I love this movie!

I like the feel of your name on my lips

& I like the sound of your

sweet, gentle kiss

the way that your fingers run through my hair

&how your scent lingers...

even when you're not there

When troubles call, and your back’s to the wall
There a lot to be learned, that wall could fall

Once there was a silly old ram
Thought he’d punch a hole in a dam
No one could make that ram, scram
He kept buttin’ that dam

’cause he had high hopes, he had high hopes
He had high apple pie, in the sky hopes

So any time your feelin’ bad
’stead of feelin’ sad
Just remember that ram
Oops there goes a billion kilowatt dam

All problems just a toy balloon
They’ll be bursted soon
They’re just bound to go pop

     so I thought that song fit perfectly right now

goodnight, I'm tired.... I love you Matthew, you mean so much to me<3

how many lovers would stay?

just to put up with this shit day after day

how did we wind up this way?

watching our mouths for the words that we say.

as long as we stand here waiting,

wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose

how do we get there today?

when we're walking too far for the price of our shoes.....

your clothes never wear as well the next day

&your hair never falls in quite the same way

but you never seem to run out of things to say

          okay I deleted everything I wrote in here because I was very upset earlier & it was totally not worth saying all of that. well it was.... but whatever we'll just have to see how everything turns out.... good, I hope. It's looking a little better.... not a whole lot.... but a little and for that I'm thankful anyways.

        <3AmandaLin

If you try to live on "what if"

to protect you & others

you aren't going to live at all.

        -me.:)

So that's what I'm sayin & that's all I'm sayin....<3

so me & matty played poker... for real with our money... I lost all 6 dollars in quarters:( but he owed me $21 so he gave me $2 back.... and thennn I played again and lost $1.25...... wow I suck. But he still owes me the $19:D so whatever it's all good! I'm probably gonna have to tell his mom 'cause he'll never remember that money... he's owed it since before my birthday. lol oh well I love him anyways

    sooooon I'm going up to Kassie's house for her annual little Christmas partay  yay! I love it<3 SLEDDING & all that other fun stuff with my lovely lil girlies:D

    lllllattterrrr         wwhhhoooaaaa

okay a little blog then off to bed!.....last night was a lot of fun:D yay! I love you girlies!!

   today me & Kassie went running at the WG track and did a lil somethin in the weight room too or whatever... yep yep it was good:) I think we're gonna go tomorrow too! Mr.Brewster said we should start running soon to get ready for track....sooo yesssummm track here I come.   haha I love that!  butttt honestly I'm scared because I don't wanna be the slowest person on the team or something... lol so I'm definetly gonna work on getting myself in shape for then;)

so when I got home I felt like sleeping... a lot. so I layed in my bed for like 10 minutes almost falling asleep but then I got in the shower instead.... silly me, I should've taken a nap!  oh well whatever, so anyways I sat around a WHOLE LOT today. but that's okay it was kinda nice:)

          and then at like 6 something I went up to Matty's hizzle to chill    HAHA jk... lol we made some food & played Life actually:D then we watched tv and stuff, duhhh. then him, Jared, & I started watching some James Bond...and yeah that's when I fall asleep on Matt. haha oh well I was tired and I still am!

         Me and Kass are gonna go running tomorrow morning again ANDDDNDNDNDNDDDDDDD my mom said I could open one present tomorrow! I dunno which one to open though because I'm so curious about so many of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D and then I'm going with Matt and his family to his Papa's house! yay!!! I love his family...they're all so nice:)

omg AND... freaking way cool.... my sister & Aaliyah(my niece) are flying home from Georgia tomorrow!!!:D and so I get to see them Christmas day!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOWWWWW!!!!!!!! I missed them so much!

okay so this was freaking LONG... & I'm tired... goodnight everybody!

Merry Christmas Eve!  everybody get drunk & be merry!!

woosaaa bitches

bbooreeeddddd...........

1. Initials:

ALW.... yep yep

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:

I didn't know anyone...so I looked on the blog birthday thing and I found this girl... lol prettyinpink50 

26. Have you ever white-water rafted?

MERRY (ALMOST) CHRISTMAS YALL!!!!!!!!!:D

sooo....christmas was great! everything was so perfect... I don't even know how to explain it.... every day was just so nice, & nothing was wrong with anyone...like everybody was happy&...... wow I don't know, it's been a while since that happend. Me & Matt had a lot of fun & were just so happy.....mmmhmmm so it was awesome.....

........it was normal. It was old times......<3

    I went to Matt's Papa's house on Christmas Eve and stuff and then Christmas morning I went to his grandma's house for breakfast and stuff then came home & spent time with my sister, niece, and mom........ good timmessss.... holidays are great.:) I got a lot of nice stuff from Matt's family which I totally appreciate because I didn't even know they were getting me all they did. It was so nice of them.... and of course I got a bunch of lovely things from my momma and my sister.....

  okay so I deleted everything faster than I thought I would... like 5 mins after I posted it. So most likely only like 2 people read it hopefully.... but I will say this.

    WTF..... & umm... dear lord please help me. Seriously... I don't know what happend.

okay I love you Kassie & you are the best best friend in the whole entire world... you mean sooooooooooooooooooooo much to me!!!!! cheer up buttercup!

I love my Matthew so much... you don't even know.... you are amazing  just the way you are & please stay that way........<3

I don't know why but I felt like making an entry.... so la la laaaa dee doo da day.

okay song of the week:         Staind-Right Here

I know I've been mistaken,
but just give me a break and see the changes that I've made.
I've got some imperfections,
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face?

so me & kass got bored... and la la la we wanted to share our feelings

i don't know.... yay:)

WTF #1

WTF #2

much love nukkas

( ) x (2)=

and last BUT NOT LEAST... my cowboy boots I bought today:D

yaaayyy!!!!!!!! and we're done.

The night we met I knew I needed you so
And if I had the chance I'd never let you go
So won't you say you love me
I'll make you so proud of me
We'll make 'em turn their heads
Every place we go
So won't you please

(Be my be my baby) Be my little baby
(I want it only say) Say you'll be my darling
(Be my be my baby) Be my baby now
(I want it only say) Ooh, ohh, ohh, oh!!!!!!!

I'll make you happy, baby
Just wait and see
For every kiss you give me
I'll give you three
Oh, since the day I saw you
I have been waiting for you
You know I will adore you
Till eternity
So won't you please

(Be my be my baby) Be my little baby
(I want it only say) Say you'll be my darling
(Be my be my baby) Be my baby now
(I want it only say) Ooh, ohh, ohh, ohh, oh

^^^  for youuuuuuu~I love you Matty babbbyyyy!!!!

Be My Baby........:D

no, you never see it coming

always wind up wondering where it went

only time will tell if it was time well spent

it's another revelation

celebrating what I should have done

with these souvenirs of my trip around the sun

..............

yes, I'll make a resolution

then I'll never make another one

just enjoy this ride on my trip around the sun.........

Bad night last night.... you can only hope for the best though, right?

Well what happens when someone's changed so much you just don't know if they'll ever be the same?

You don't know what happend to them....you don't know why they changed..... you just want them to be the perfect person they were...

.... I just want everything to be okay

current mood: fucking emotionally drained.

If you be my star, I'll be your sky

you can hide underneath me & come out at night

when I turn jet black & show off your light

I live to let you shine

But you can sky rocket away from me

& never come back if you find another galaxy

far from here, with more room to fly

just leave me your stardust to remember you by

If you be my boat, I'll be your sea

a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity

ebbing and flowing & pushed by a breeze

I live to make you free

But you can set sail to the west if you want to

& past the horizon til I can't even see you

far from here where the beaches are wide

just leave me your wake to remember you by

SoOoOo.... answers and more answers? I'd say we're getting somewhere finally......

i love my best friend.... you are the GREATESTTT!!!!:D

okay & so I'd like to share my favorite thing I've seen in anyone's info lately... haha:

Melanie- "What do you want to marry me for anyhow?"
Jake- "So I can kiss you anytime I want."

and so.... we've declared we love those movies. The cutest little movies in the world that make you say "awwww".:) Thanks Kate;)

^^^There's an "awww" part

***Loving is tough, but it doesn't have to be.***

I'll walk halfway around the world
Just to sit down by your side
And I would do most anything, boy
To be the apple of your eye
Well troubles, they may come and go
But good times, they're the gold
And if the road gets rocky, boy
Just s.t.e.a.d.y. as we go
Any place you wanna go
Know I'll be next to you
If it's treasure baby, you're looking for
I'll search the whole world through
I know troubles they may come and go
But good times, they're the gold
So if the road gets rocky, boy
Just steady as we go

<3

peace out nigggassss

You promised me starry night skies
They just remind me of your shining bright eyes
Im missing your voice at night time
This sepa-separation seem-seems a sad crime

B-b-b-but dont dont dont think think think i forgot you you you
Are are are oh so sweet i i i - i know

If only you were here
Things would be more magical

If i were there
Right now would be more radical

Youre so not near
Im wishing i could place a call

And feel closer to you ooo-ooo

The miles of air and road and land
That separate me from all my plans
Were havin' havin' havin' havin' fun
But something something tells me i miss someone

B-but i hope hope hope you didn't forget me i couldn't
Forget you the whole time i always knew i knew

Say that youre into me just let me know how it will be
If you dont know dont say so
Ill wait till the perfect time think of all the perfect lines
Ill make sure if i let you know

Weve got movies on our list to see
Things to do just you and me
Calls to make from here to there and back
Weve got fun to have and days to spend
Stars to see or just pretend
At least for now just keep things right on track

Hellogoodbye- call n return

yeah have a nice dayyyy

I mean....it was good as far as good is gonna be these days, ya know?

I went to school and what not...and I wore my cowboy boots.  haha sweeeeet...

then I came home and worked on my thesis & did my health, ya knowww.

Thennn I went to work out with Nicole & her mom & AUNT SUSIE!!!:D heck yes. Aunt Susie got a boyfriend...well she's had him. But yeah... I'd say it's getting pretty serious.;) haha

OKAY...then I came home and ate some mac n cheese because I can sorta eat now without feeling like I have to puke. so yay for that.

OoOoOhh and a suprise happend.I was looking through my phone... ANNNDDDD GUESS WHAT! I found the first pic matt ever sent me when we first started talking... lol before I even knewwww him. awwww...:) he just got his wisdom teeth pulled that day so his cheeks were all swollen, but I didn't even notice... lol he was embarrassed & then when I saw him in person I thought it was cute:P hahahaaaa

well THEN...more thesis stuff & chatting and onlining and what not.talking to matty etc etccc... so yay for that:)

      ummm telephonie time con mi mateo then bed time  NIGHT!

well I'm oober excited because Kassie got a really good part in the play!!!! yay GO KASSIE!!!!!!:D I dunno really who she is 'cause I don't know anything about the play... BUT I'm proud of her and I can't wait to see it!;)

   well yesterday me n matty hung out after school and we made homemade mac n cheese. it would've been good but we had to use this hot cheese....lol yeah and I didn't like it. But other than that it was wonderful! annnddd we made the CD holder for his truck when he puts his new seats in:) Actually... I didn't make them. BUT I provided the CD slot thingys.... haha I just watched him cut wood n glue stuff n nail stuff and all that what not:P

   OoOoOoo I'm like.... more than halfway done with my thesis! so yay for that!! I'm freakin glad because I can't wait til it's over and the freaaaakkiiinnnn powerpoint presentations are all just OVER.

     welllll tonight me n matt were gonna go to the mall to get his pants for semiformal TOMORROW (eeeekk!) but he was invited to Krista's little dinner party thinger:) lol so we're going tomorrow to get them. wOw I'm so scared he won't have any pants. ut oh. we'll see....haha. oh man...... tomorrow I'm putting my hair in curlers earlier and Matt wants me to go with him to the mall still.  haha... but he said if I look too terrible and I don't wanna then I don't have to go. haha BUT I CAN'T WAIT!! it's gonna be fun!:D I can't wait to see him all dressed up nicely and stuffffff  lol well not bow tie... but still cute;)<3<3<3<3

I wanna DANCE.  yaaaaayyy!!!!!!!:D

I have that Whitney Houston song stuck in my head... haha it's like "I wanna dance with someboddayyy... I wanna feel the heat with somebodddaayyy.. yeah I wanna dance with someboddaayy... somebody who loovvveeesss meeeee!" lol mmmkaaayyy

      okay I'm going to get around to hang out with my lil girlies:D

LATA PLAYAS!

okay I haven't made an entry in a couple days... this weekend was good stuff:)

Friday I hung out with the girlssss, we had a good time as usual!

Then Saturday was goooood..... me, kass, matty, jess, erin, joe, & zach all got pizza before semiformal &...ya know ate it:P THEN WE WENT! It was lots of fun.... but not many people danced which was quite boring. But it was really pretty in there.....:) I got Matt to dance to a couple fast songs...haha but all he really could do was the slow ones, I gotta show that boy some more moves;) He's gettin better though!  tee hee

    I'm gonna put pics on here as soon as I get them... it'll probably be a little while... but that's okay. I'll have other pics in here soooon though...not from semi, but ya know other ones.:)

Sunddaayy... what did I do? I don't really remember... haha. I hung around all day I think. My momma bought me Sweet Home Alabama so I watched that:D I worked on my Thesis...then Matty came over. Yeah it was late & I got in trouble:( but that's okaaayyy.

Today after I got outta practice I went with Matt to give blood. haha he did the double thing where they take twice the amount of blood & then give you back your white cells or something? IDK. But it was a good citizen kinda thing to do. He gives every time he can.;) AWWWWW!  It took longer than usual because of that so I finished my Thesis while I was sitting there waiting. BOOYA. Theeennn we hung out!:)

okay so I said I didn't have any pictures. But here's one for you. This is actually for Kass... a recent memory actuallllyyyy.......

 HAHAHAAAA   bad girl

okay this is my niece...she doesn't always look like this. haha just when she's bein a turd:P

and thissss....... is a pic matt made me a little while ago.:) lol isn't it beautifullllll?!  It's on a chalkboard so I had to take a pic before is got wiped awaaayyyy

love

So it's been a while since I've written in here.... I've been really busy lately actually so ya knowww. This past week has been goood... I don't really know what all has happend but it was all good!;) And this weekend has been fun.... I love my friends SO incredibly much! Especially my best friend!! But I miss my boyfriend<3 One down..... a lot more to go.

BUT I get to see Matthew today actually:D so yay for that!!!

&&&Tonight is the dessert party with the girls.

SO glad we don't have school tomorrow.... woohoooo! And then next week ONLY school on Monday. How sweet is that?! BOO YA  WG!

I've got an eye doctor apt. tomorrow because my eyes are getting worse AGAIN. yucky... but this just means I get new glasses & contacts. I need them anyways 'cause my sister stepped on my glasses so now they're all crooked. haha

OoOoOOo and I AM SO AWESOME. Hmm... well we'll just say that I'm a cool girlfriend & I made a really cool thing for Matt.:)  & I hope he likes it!

Okay I'm going now..... peace out

Champagne for my real friends

Real pain for my sham ones.

yuppp<3 my loves~ KLT-K & JLB ~ the only real ones. NO BULL! haha

O &nicole!...i love you, you are my little sweetheart!

okay ANYWHOS, yay! we got semi pics today:) mmk. I'm mad though because Matt's barely even smilingggg. Buttt that's okay because he looked nice that night & I know it;)

That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How I Like It, baby

I need a thug that’ll have my back
Do-rag, Nike Airs to match
Ain’t nothin’ wrong with that
That’s how I like it, baby
Where my thugs at?
White T-Shirt, I love that
Timberland boots, you does that, it’s a fact
That’s how I like it, baby

I like the way you walk
The way you talk
The way you dress
The way you smile
I like the way you are
The way you ain’t
I like your honesty, integrity,
It levels me, so please don’t ever change

That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How I Like It, baby

I like the way you brush your hair
I like the stylish clothes you wear
It’s just the real things you do
That’s why I wanna stick with you
Where my girls at?
Let them know we love that
Sexy way they does that (you did that)
That’s how I like it, baby

I hope you like my style
The way I dress
The way I flirt
Say yes
I hope you like my mind
The things I say
If I’m with you, then I’m with only you
My loyalty will never, ever change

That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How I Like It, baby

I know you’ve heard I’m a gangsta
They say “Stay away from them gangstaz”
They never change up, or pull they pants up,
Well, baby girl, put ya foot down
Don’t let‘em push you around, you know what you like
Baby thug, you know wrong from right
You done felt grown before
This can’t be what it feel like
And they don’t really know whatcha feel like, for instance
They don’t know the difference between real life
And the music videos & the raggedy magazines
They have it badder than he seems
All they see is my baggy jeans, my attitude
I ain’t mad at you, it’s just my Clyde
Way I wear my hat to the side
Way I lean real low when I ride
That’s why my minds, they like my walk
My accent from New York
My way of thinking is slightly off
They like the way he floss
Leave the block on a bike, he come back on a Porsche
But of course
Most of all, they like my honesty, integrity, my loyalty
Young Hovah & the Letter B
How you like that, huh?

That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How You Like It, huh
That’s How I Like It, baby

well everything's been pretty crazy lately....like everything is so messed up. I don't even know how explain it. Like not everything's bad...just everything is so weirdddd.... IDK! but oh well...it's all good:)

This weekend was okay.... I mean 2 down now, 14 more to go<3 But other than that it was pretty good....Friday I went to Jessica's house with Kass n her after watching her game

Saturday I went to the movies with Jess and Kate and then Kass n Erin joined ussss at my hizzy...then you know we had a fun night!;)

Todaaayyy Kate and I went to the mall.... yup we window shopped because we're broke. haha it was all a good time though  then I hung out with Matty for a bit tonight:) yay!

welllllllll I'm friggin glad I only have school tomorrow then no school until next Tuesday? hell yes.... except Friday regents. But thats it!:D:D:D:D:D makes me so happy! SoOoOo ummm yep.... I'm leaving now

Only a couple things I've gotta say

I passed MATH B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D!!

Also.... Happy 6 months to Matthew and I:) <3 I wrote him a poem...andddd he liked it, so that's good! haha it was cute and what notttt:P

So now that we're OUT OF MATH B :D:D:D me and kass have study hall 1st period every day...so we're thinkin about writing sick notes every day for the rest of the year and coming in at 9;) hmmm we'll seeeeee!

       I dont think there's any more exciting news....except........ we got new carpeting in our house...yippeeeeeeee....I guess that's the best yet!

peace OUT!!!!!

I'm a copy cat...BUT I'm bored. so whatevaaa

... 9 lasts.

last cigarette: nevaaaa

last beverage: Pepsi

last kiss: last night

last movie seen: umm...ET I think. hahah

last phone call: Kassie

last cd played: mix

last bubble bath: a LONG time ago...I took a regular bath the other night though:)

last time you cried: setting a record, it's been like almost a week.

. 8 have you evers

 have you ever dated one of your best friends: no... I've dated guys then they become one of my best friends... I like it that way though

. have you ever skinny dipped: nope

. have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yeah definetly

. have you ever fallen in love:  yupper

. have you ever lost someone you loved: yes

. have you ever been depressed: yeah

 have you ever been drunk and threw up: nope... I haven't thrown up since 4th grade and I never get drunk

. have you ever ran away:  nope

 7 states you've been to.

1.New York

2. Michigan

3. Georgia

4. Florida

5. New Mexico

6. Virginia

7. Pennsylvania.... there's a lot more...I'm a travelin' gal:P

 6 things you've done today.

1.showered

2.went to school

3. ate some food

4. bowled

5. talked on the phone

6. sat here

 5 favorite things in no order.

1. My Friends & Good Times;)

2. Matthew LaVere Bedientttt!!!!!!!!

3. Food & Music (they go together)

4. Clothes

5. Being outside in the loveellyyyy weather and just like... nature...haha I'm gay w/e I like it:)

 4 people you can tell [almost] anything to.

1. kass 

2. matt

3. jessica

4. kate

3 wishes. 

1. I wish I got to say goodbye to my dad

2. I wish our school was always warm

3. AND I wish......... IDK really..... I wish..... my kitties could live forever....they haven't died yet... BUT I never want them to go

2 things you want to do before you die.

 1.  L I V E

2. & just have that life be a happy one:)

1 thing you regret

1. nothing... it's the past and you can't go back, so don't dwell

YEEAAAAH!

       lattaaaaa

It's funny......I miss you even though you're right next to me everyday....

I miss everything about you

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is all I can really say about lately.... mhm.

something's gonna change or else, idk...I can't really take all of this anymore. I feel like a little kid getting beat up every day for their lunch money & there's nothing I can do about it. Except it's usually not your boyfriend....also it's without the black eyes and stuff...   so I guess that was a bad analogy...but it's still what I feel like.

Last night was fun... I really needed a good laugh.... Kate & I rode bikes to BK in the snow. hahah omgosh, it was pretty cold. not as bad as we thought it was gonna be tho! And she definetly ran over one of those curby thingys, into a pole, and fell on the ground. lmfao.  are you kidding meee? I could not stop laughing.....oh jeesh it was a good time tho

tonight I'm hangin out with Jess, so that should be a goooood time too:) yEy

Come on, take a step towards me
So you can figure me out
I've been hoping and praying for a single way
To show you what I'm all about
And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds
But when this is over and done with and we walk away
There should be no doubts

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Come on love run with me
Get the hell out of this town
So we can get a better feel for each other
I'll take you, back to, when you
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I’ll try
You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I’ll try

To keep you close to me

So lately has been a whole lot of up and down I suppose..... workin on it being mostly up, of course.:) Always trying to be the positive gal I know I can be:P

Yesterday I took a kickboxing class with Nicole. Wowowoow it was so much fun! I'm gonna keep taking it every week! & it was a friggin good workout, let me tell you... I'm so sore. But it feels awesome...haha I love working out and knowing that it actually did something. And I ran a mile yesterday in gym, and then today I ran a mile at Watkins

Yup yup I can't wait for track! yEy! Mr.Brewster says I'm going to try polevaulting. eeeek  I'm excited tho! I'm not sure what I'll be running yet... we just have to see I supposeeee

hmm I got pics developed...and yeah there are a few sweet ones. haha I'll get them on here sometime! OoOoO ya that reminds me... black & white is fun. lol i finished one of my projects already so now I get to take some real picturesss...yup yup.:)

OoOOohh thesis is ALL DONE! like totally...I have to present powerpoint tomorrow...but other than that I'm done with my Senior Thesis FOREVER!:D

alrighty I'm leaving now& going to sleep

.....remeber homies, just

          live, laugh, & love.<3

<<haha

you got someone here, wants to make it alright

someone who loves you more than life right here

you got willing arms that'll hold you tight

a hand to lead you on through the night right here

I know your heart can get all tangled up inside

but don't you keep it to yourself

when your long day is over

and you can barely drag your feet

the weight of the world is on your shoulders

I know what you need

bring it on home to me

you know I know you like the back of my hand

but did you know I'm gonna do all that I can right here

I'm gonna lie with you til you fall asleep

when the morning comes I'm still gonna be right here, yes I am

so take your worries and just drop them at the door

baby leave it all behind

when your long day is over

and you can barely drag your feet

the weight of the world is on your shoulders

I know what you need

bring it on home to me

baby let me be your safe harbor

don't let the water come and carry you away

when your long day is over

and you can barely drag your feet

the weight of the world is on your shoulders

I know what you need

bring it on home to me

you got someone here wants to make it alright

someone who loves you more than life right here

wow I never write in here anymore... I don't really know why either... but ohh wellllll I suppose! Nothing too great happening lately I guess... school, work...Idk. I can't wait til track starts...mhm 2 days? yep yep... it should be grandddd! I really need to get new running shoes, so hopefully I get some tomorrow!

But more importantly, I cannot wait til summer. Everything is so blah right now.... like I love snow, but Idk..everything's better in the summer it seems. Everything seems more exciting and fun:) Idk... I just miss it. I can't wait for it......

Okay, this is going to be so wussy-like...lol...but this is a blog so it's MY journal and I can write MY feelings I guess.>>>

Sometimes...

I feel like I'm not appreciated anymore

I feel like I don't know where I stand in some people's lives

I feel like I'm second choice

I feel like I give my all and get nothing in return

I feel like there's nothing I can do right now

I feel like being me isn't enough anymore

I feel like I need to be doing something more...but Idk what

I feel like nothing will ever be okay

I feel like I wanna give up

I feel like I won't though...because I don't want to

I feel like I'm not asking for much

Despite everything I feel like I can do this... and I feel like I'm strong enough.

Yep that was really weird... I don't write stuff like that...but I needed to write that

One last thing isssss....I miss Matt... yeah I know he's been gone for not even 24 hours yet...lol. but really, it's one thing not to see someone, but it's another when you can't talk to them at all whenever you want....:( well this weekend is the half-way point I suppose... 2 months to go<3<3<3

I'm tired and I can't wait to get out of work... I'm gonna take a nap:) okay so I'm leaving nowww

sooo track started! mmhmmm it's a lotttt of fun, but I'm soooo sore  it's okay though, it will get better! went for a longggg run today in practice... but I ran the whole time:) and it really helps a lot that Christy Wood... Kristi?...hmm idk...lol yeah it helps that she's running with us...she makes me wanna keep on going, I love it! So yay for meeeee!

well since I was little I've gotten bad headaches frequently.... and sometimes they last for days no matter what, even if I take ibu or anything. sooo my mom made me a doctor apt. and it's tm... so idk we'll see what's the matter with me. probably nothing... but i dont see why I get headaches constantly.... sooo IDK we'll see I suppose. Hopefully it isn't anything serious though... we'll just have to get rid of it!

I'll walk halfway around the world
Just to sit down by your side
I would do most anything
To be the apple of your eye
Troubles they may come and go
But good times they're the gold
So if the road gets rocky
Just steady as we go

Any place you wanna go
You know I'll be next to you
If it's treasure, baby, you're looking for
I'll search the whole world through
Troubles they may come and go
But good times they're the gold
So if the road gets rocky
Just steady as we go

When the storm comes you shelter me
When I don't say a word and you know exactly what I mean
In the darkest times you shine on me
You set me free
Keep me steady as we go

So if your heart wrings dry, my love
I will fill your cup
And if your load gets heavy, boy
I will lift you up
Troubles they may come and go
But good times be the gold
So if the road gets rocky
Just steady as we go

Shine on me, baby

Now people lovin' me and hatin' me, treatin me ungreatfully,
But not knowin' that they aint makin' or breakin' me
My life, I live it to the to the limit and I love it
Now I can breathe again baby now I can breathe again
Now people screaming "what the deal with you and so-and-so?"
I tell 'em niggas mind their biz but they dont hear me though
Cuz I live life to the limit and I love it
Now I can breathe again, baby now I can breathe again

>>>>haha wowww i love my friends...gooood times, girlssss;)

soooo yeah. I went to the doctor and she thinks I'm just getting migranes which is normal for teens I suppose... so she gave me some medicine to take when I get a headache to try and see if it works.... hopefully it works fine, if not I'm gonna have to get and MRI and stuff like that...ahh, kinda scary, but I think I'll be okay hopefullyyy!

not a lot happening, school, track, hang out as much as possible... yup yup that's my life:)

@----<------- 9 down today...7 more to go...it's going pretty fast though.